Poe Returns

[Warper]

Greetings Astral Pulse and Members.

When I was last active on these forums, I was under the grotesque and highly idiotic name, "Perversion Of Evil", which has now been abandoned in favor of something more nice and pleasant.

In the passed year, memories have surfaced which indicate a variation of blood line in my lifetime's heritage.  The reason for my accused state as being mentally ill has become concisely clear, I am not entirely human and the community where I am is highy corrupt and lacking in the firm sense of truth.  There is a conspiracy against me, and it protects those whom are thieving and raping the days away.

All of this is highly irrelevant to the true purpose of my return.  I have come back to share with you the updated progressions of my primary practice, which I authoritatively call "Phantasy".  Though I am under considerable medication, and my lifestyle does not permit me to enjoy the immense amount of free time which I have, I consider myself an authority on Phantasy, due to the achievements of my youth in which I, with great and self righteous attribution of credit, will say that I had been a man to give birth to another entity, whom reigneth in the sacred spaces beyond our world as The Shadow Lord.

The Shadows Of Reality are not a place of darkness and evil, where the wild eyed prostitute comes running with her bag of drugs and begs for a night of pleasure, nor of the blood stained wall where once a child had lain.  It is the very balance of light and dark, whereby your knowledge will increase, your self control will become more fixed, and your spirit will be enriched with the experience that you will through imagination in and unto your own self.  The religious aspects of phantasy are encompassing a very great degree of reality, those of you who are entering into the astral, you know something of the truth of our life.  Reality is not decided by other people, your own Infinite Mind is the source of your own reality, and though there be gods and forces, through the application of self control to every possible mental facility, meditation has it's definite reward.

Thus, I return to you seeking students whom would learn of my craft.  There is much to say concerning phantasy, in time to come, as has been the general progression, I will construct a guidebook to phantasy that is comprehensive and aligning the perspective towards an understanding of your own spiritual power.  The Shadow Lands await!  Even so, it is not entire to gain 'disciples', as it is, but also that I may ask those of you whom are wisened of the things of psionics and mental ability, that we may learn and grow together.

Brainwave Phaentia, this is the astral reality of the soul.  In my time under the guise of an active phantasy priest, I have taken it upon myself to mix the worlds of video games and comic books with my own spiritual self, my soulscape becoming something that is, sadly, not reinforced by these virtual images an token gestures of respect for the grandosity of other's creation.  Who here will join me in a quest of growth, who will take what I come to share and learn of it's deepest root, then expand multiformedly in and unto the very height of what can be attained from Will and Imagination combined?  Let us be most honest here, for there is much that can be gained from the having of a partner. 

If you are interested in learning more of the phantasy as a spiritual and intellectual quest, message me in PM here on these forums and we will first discuss your standpoint, gain the relevant information as a mutual exchange, and within days, we may have a new adventure opened up to our senses.  When I have completed the information file for the Phantasy, it will be given to those whom become tight knit in this circle of magery, as for now, I am the only member in my immediate awareness.

Thank you for reading this, I hope that you will contact me shortly, and that we may begin the new phantasy of Brainwave Phaentia.

[Warper]

Here I am, I have returned for the second time this year. I had to leave, and thus, I have missed much of what has happened on your forums.  Ah, but then again, I have also missed entire voyages into the astral.  I will here say, the other night, I prayed to the Holy God that I be allowed an astral experience, and without fail, the God granted it unto me. 

In my astral, I am highly violent for no real reason.  I am also somewhat vulgar, as sexual elements are brought forth.  In my astral, everything is moving faster than I can cognate, and it seems as though there is a vortex pulling me into it nightly.  Does this black vortex have anything to do with fear, the very first of the Tyrant Gods?  Or is an arcane magick spawned from the heretical use of imagination, the Shadows Lands and nether devouring my spirit and starving me of consciousness?   I do not know.

I am pleased to report that after fifteen years of waiting and praying and wanting, I have finally been granted a dream of my youth's love, the Warlord Tia of Vezora Mainland.  This is a phantasy character who was developed partially by some comic book elements, but mostly, a heavy reliance on Chrono Trigger and my own formation of her in mind.  At times, I have successfully used her way of speaking, that of a 'stereotypical cave person', and with it, been able to instruct others in areas of vital knowledge.  The dream of Tia was highly confused, moving extremely fast paced, and it seems as though she liveth in the deep space of my heart.  A woman of beauty, savage grace, and limitless power.  I love her, the picture of "Ayla" from Chrono Trigger is upon my wall, now, the only image where once many.

I have returned, and, I am looking for friends.  My life is depressing, I am quietly smoking myself to an early grave and I have no courage to seek out a woman, no means to even travel to the village and seek a woman.  Thus, I would hope that there will be women here who will at least talk to me, but I am not limited to talking to women only.  Young boys, men, I will talk to you also.  Let us share our stories, be they of myth, legend, phantasy, or a higher reality.
Thank you.