Cause I'm a re-re-tard :-D
I don't know if any of you were around here in 2003 but I've deleted and recreated my account here several times since then. No big deal, sorry for the drama. Here's what happens:
1) I think I have it all figured out the best that I can
2) Many years pass
3) Something clicks in my head because I learned something or someone said something
4) I panic and generally just go nuts for a couple days
5) My little neural nets rework themselves and from my new perspective I start sucking down information like a straw
So right now life is awesome! I've learned more new exciting things in regards to OBEs than I have in the past... 10 years! Remember I started complaining about having a plateau and nothing was left to learn. Well Bedeekin especially got me thinking and Xanth and Lionheart and lots of other people challenged my ideas and I'm really grateful is all I can say. I haven't been so happy in forever :-)
I think Bedeekin is definately on to something when he said vibrations are caused by the depolarization of nerones. All the stuff I missed since I last deleted my account wowzers. I started searching for the science behind SP and it really started to open some doors. And it lead me to Austin Osman Spare and Hypnagogic states that he experimented with that I'm experimenting with to contact the higher self.. It's just amazing my mind is... on FIRE! :evil: go aspergers go aspergers go downloading information like a crack head
So very happy to see that you changed CHANGED your mind. :)
It's always better to have as many varying perspectives on something as subjective as non-physical explorations.
And a tip...
I always find that when I get upset or angry over something, it's best to step away from it for an hour or so. Give your mind time for things to settle in, USUALLY you'll come to a completely different conclusion than what you first did.
Dudes back!
Nice to see you've returned. :)
Made of mettle.
:-D
Welcome (back) Steel Hawk.
Even though you never left. Wow, you joined in 2003. That was also about the time that I became a member here.
BTW it does suck that your post count dropped down to 5 though. :-D
Regards 8-)
Grey