Hello everyone. I've been doing things since spring, mostly smoking and drinking coffee, doing drugs, working on various theory things and playing out my phantasy through type text. I did a thing where we used a mageddon systems linkage to communicate through the multiversal grid, and wound up tapping into the reality of Lumina Star. Did I tell you about it? It's a deeply buried reality, far beyond and inward deep through the sanctum.
As for my phantasy, I'm getting back into it, meditation is becoming easier, but absolute silence has not yet been achieved all over again. Dreaming is becoming more vivid, seems to be effected by the pot smoking, but also, my phantasy periods during full consciousness.
I'm sorry for a lot of things, and I'm not willing to kill anyone, or I would have killed lots of people or been in jail for killing someone. As it is, I might have to go to jail, my court is coming up in October for that assault and bogusness last year. Some assault, waved an oversized wand at a cop, got charged for assault. Meanwhile, they blew my friggen head off and ruined my shoulder, so go figure.
Yes, mystical, magickal, divine things continue to occur around me and my life, that's what I'm seeking and that's what I've got. I continue to communicate with animals and nature, and they respond with greatness and a fit poise. My old emotions seem to be dead inside of me, my whole body feels tight and worn out. I'm going to be twenty nine soon, perhaps someone here on the Astral Pulse will send me a nice poem or something for my BDAY? No? Perhaps I am greatly hated by all things, I don't know.
I'm a nobody right. I've done things though, and will continue to do so. It's just how life goes. I am happy to announce that Phaentia is easy to access and anyone can do it, full devotion or dedication to a Phaentian experience will change your life forever. It's been a long time, but at last!! I am able to see clearly into the astral, though I am drawn to a specific focal point far out in the Universe. Perhaps, someone is trying to get my attention. One thing is certain, too much phantasy and not enough paying attention to reality will create a one dimensional mind impotent to effect any situation to any advantage soever, so be alert. There was this one guy in the chat room, he said, he had no psychic abilities at all, so I figured out what he should do to start working on his psi. I told him to sense reality, and that, is something that I should be doing as well.
With the third eye open and your body attuned to psychical experience, you can ride the waves of pleasure, pain, life, death, anything, and you will always center the experience that you want to have. Sometimes, with the way things are in my life, I wonder if I really am crazy, why would those things be chosen? Must be part of a learning experience, and, an opportunity to practice my love, godly devotion, and other priestly skills. So, I'm back, and will continue to be a member under this name, though I do hope that you will delete that one post, you know the one. Perhaps I'm just too uptight, some things, however, just are not right.
Welcome Back 8-)
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Welcome back.
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Greetings I smoke and drink and welcome back
I'm very curious both about Lumina Star and the "Phaentian experience" as both are completely unfamiliar. If you could provide a link to either (or both) it would be greatly appreciated.
Thanx :-)
Grey
Hello, and thank you all for the welcome back.
Grey, as regards posting a link, there is no material available. It is all home baked, home cooked stuff. Lumina Star is a reality of sorts, the center core of which is a large ethereal star, with a central 'realm demi' or such within it. There are a hundred worldw which orbit the Lumina Star. The small planets themselves do not rotate on their axis, but move around the Lumina Star similar to how the moon orbits the Planet Earth. Luminarians are not fleshly beings, if you consider flesh to be purely physical from the outset. I'm not sure just 'what' exactly they are. If you want to communicate with them, you have to use your imagination, a period of meditation of continuous implosive focus is required to properly access the realm. It is another one of these 'internal /alternate realities'.
As for Phaentia, I have done a major amount of writing concerning it, I even wrote a book but never published it. Lumina Star is a type of Phaentia. I'm not sure... perhaps Phaentia is just another fancy name for the Astral. Basically, if you were ever a child and played, pretending to be dinosaurs or cats or zombie hunters or any such thing, then you will kindly remember the very same 'energy' which fueled that playtime state. Keeping that imaginary world in focus will help you to develop multiple focus trains, to the point that you can simultaneously think, remember, and talk and listen at the same time.
We all have our own phaentia. When you put down the shame of growing old, the fear of someone watching and judging, and the outright scorn and criticism that you could face for living in a part imaginary world, soon, you will see that you can create, modify, adjust, or custom fit or equip your own phaentia to whatever way you want it. All knowledge applies, your own self control and ability to control senses and emotions comes directly into play, and you are able to astral travel into your phaentia at any time. I've described it numerous ways, the best way to describe it is to focus yourself, either concentration or projection, or both in intervals, and trance until you can semi trance, and then full trance into the phaentia at any given moment.
I will say, if you are interested in learning more about Lumina Star, the best way is to link with a Luminarian. It is a very special thing, as you can link and become either male or female, or both. It is imaginary stuff. However, given the correct technique and level of focal intensity, you can create any reality that you want. You already are, I'm sure I don't have to tell you that. Some people prefer science, others will prefer to believe in Jesus Christ, others just enjoy being alone and maintaining their sense of peace or morality. It comes down to what you want to do. I can say, it takes an incredible amount of breaking down old focus patterns and old belief systems, part of my life is built up in the old Brainwave shadow plane, breaking that down, and actually focusing on Lumina Star, would be the greatest achievement of my adult life.
There is so much to say, and I have to go. Talk to you later. Phaentia is a self proven theory of existence, unlike science, which measures, calculates, and determines objects in the physical world, the phantasy approach is a direct knowledge, you create it as you go, enforcing it and giving it power through your own belief system. People will look at you funny, but you will notice the distinct energy that can be aroused.
Hallo I smoke and drink coffee
Your descriptions of Lumina Star and the "Phaentian experience" are both enlightening and entertaining. When I was a child I had special 'dreams' which I only realized Many years later were actually OBEs. So I can connect with your concepts and ideas here.
Just as an aside I sometimes consider that every person's inner world of creation and ideation are all in some way connected to a dream plane or a collective consciousness (or both).
Cheers :-)
Grey
Hello Grey.
In my concept, the astral is the collective consciousness. The mutliverse of universe. Ah, how can I explain, let me think for a second... We are not all of the same source. The ultimate source of all things is probably Father Jehovah, but even then, we can not really say unless it has been given to us to say so. Some of us are souls that were created with magick, so our source, is the soul that created us. Others are spirits that have formed from many dead souls as one and given new life. Some of us could be really old trees on other planets that are astral projecting and learning things about human existence. In the end of it all, I have to think that we, each of us, become Jehovah, or, God. That we gain all power and authority and wisdom, and the world, in fact, the whole Universe, passes away into it's own source.
Being that 'Existence' is an 'Omniverse', from this fact we have all magickal powers, psionic abilities, and carnal entities. The astral to me is one potential multiverse. So, when the Buddhists are saying that birth, death, and Nirvana are all the same thing, it certainly explains a lot about my crazy life and how I remember coming into the world. It also explains why I live the way I do, and why I suffer, and why other people suffer because of me. Existence, the aspect of being at One with Life, it's not so bad. Phantasy is one way of creating an existence. As long as you are engaged in phantasy, it is not likely that you will be able to astral project, until!! You are able to sustain the astral form of the phantasy universe inside of your brain or consciousness, whatever you have. When I was a teen, on several occasions I was able to astral project directly into the phantasy world.
Well I guess that's ok.
Recently I've been wondering if my concept of God and my strong belief in it and all the worship that I have given it and taken from it, is that what is making it real? Is that why I believe in Jesus Christ, so I can live ingloriously as a sinner and yet be guilt free? I know I chose my life, and since it is an Omniverse, there is infinite types of reality to choose from. For instance, I love nice women on the chat lines. It is not entirely fruitless to do so. If I don't master Buddhism, well, I'll end up in worse shape, and become a slave to a big fat woman who eats porkchops and sweat sin the night while farting. That's a choice, I kind of tend to choose away from it. It's existence, and I've gone off on a fair tyraid about this for some time now, and not addressed what I wanted too.
Basically, I was trying to say that the astral is one multiverse in an omniverse of multiverses. It is the collective dream state. Phaentia, is the conscious control of astral elements and forces. There, that didn't take long at all. mwa haha.
Quote from: i smoke and drink coffee on August 23, 2011, 01:28:32
In my concept, the astral is the collective consciousness.
I try not to have concepts these days. LoL
They get in the way of my experience.
In any case, welcome back. :)
I love this idea about "Phaentia" and multiverses. I would think that this place you are calling it, would be just like "The Astral Pulse Island", but created as you enter it rather than multiple people "creating" it before going there.
It is just a different perspective to look at it.. :P
Hallo I smoke and drink
I am in agreement with many or most of your concepts. My differences are probably in the labels that you give several of these ideas. Yet labels or names in themselves are not very important.
One thought on the multiverse or omniverse concept. I find it highly likely that there are alternate or parallel universes to this physical universe. An alternate universe is a realm where Earth exists but with a (minor or major difference) in the timeline/world history. In addition I also believe that there are other Cosomolgic universes where there is No Earth and where the physics and time flow are completely different from this universe. So these alternate and different cosmologic universe constitute the multiverse/omniverse that you described.
Regards 8-)
Grey
What did you mean when you said you where not willing to kill people and would have killed millions if you did ._.
Hello again. I have been busy drinking excessively and smoking lots, it was my birthday season.
Sir Mike? I don't know what you mean, can you quote the space where that was said so I can double check to see? I don't know if you are talking about the shadow world / phaentia or the physical plane??
I must say, over the past few years, I've met a bunch of skepticism concerning phantasy, the phaentia, and the rest of it. At the current time, I will say that it is like creating it as you go into it. Perhaps it is phasing? I don't know! I've always been happy to project, phase, and charge the reality all at once. Not that I can do that anymore, my mind is so mentally stuffed up that I'm lucky to be able to breathe when I can.
Phaentia is a name that I gave the imaginary world once you have tranced into it enough to gain a sense of what type of reality it is. You choose the entire reality. Although, on one occassion, I was meditating with great personal force on a girl named Saria. Suddenly, I was hacking into these time flows and a reality formed right in my third eye. I witnessed a series of events that seemed to restore some old memories, past life stuff. Whether or not I was the charming dark haired man and the blonde girl was Saria I don't know anymore. Another time, I was meditating with extreme force and broke into some kind of smokey room, there he was, one of the Shadow Lords, and his girl. Well, we had a 'conversation', and I learned that all that phantasy stuff was not actually for kids... or beginners. It all seemed to fit with my daily ritual of focusing the phaentia, charging it, bracing it with belief and memory, and killing tons of enemies.
Later tonight, I'll find the appropriate section and post about the Lumina Star, and my recent experience with it. Seems that it was destroyed, in terms of our time line, well I don't know what it means. There was a lot of planar rifting that occured so I could get to it in the first place. Anyway, see you guys later.
Quote from: i smoke and drink coffee on August 14, 2011, 21:49:27
I'm sorry for a lot of things, and I'm not willing to kill anyone, or I would have killed lots of people or been in jail for killing someone. As it is, I might have to go to jail, my court is coming up in October for that assault and bogusness last year. Some assault, waved an oversized wand at a cop, got charged for assault. Meanwhile, they blew my friggen head off and ruined my shoulder, so go figure.
What do you mean -_-?
This is my last post on the Astral Pulse, and after my final post on Facebook, I will be leaving the Internet for good.
You people proclaim such a thing as an alternate spiritual dimension, but prove yourselves utterly faithless to everything that myself tells you. It is bogus and all this talk of seeking professional help is garbage.
I won't say anymore, and don't bother replying, I won't be around to read it. Farewell.
Those are some interesting ideas i smoke and drink coffee! :-D
Hello again.
I couldn't stay away for very long! The internet and forums like the Astral Pulse have been my life for many years, and I am sorry if you took offense to anything I have wrote.
It's not all bogus. Some people just don't understand, even I don't understand why I hear voices or any of that. In my original view, some eleven years ago, the voices were caused by satellites. This whole mental illness thing is bogus, I'll say that much.
Thank you for your feed back, regardless of my initial reaction. I am a very frustrated and mentally defunct person, for all that talk I make about phantasy, I can't even do it anymore.
I would like to put down an informative post about phantasy. Due to my god belief and seeking after blessings from above, I have become weak. While phantasy might ultimately prove to be a sorcery, it is my belief that we can not exist without some normal fantasy. It is part of the thought process, part of how we organize our memories and participate in the access to the higher dimensions.
I have much more to say, that's part of why I came back. I'm addicted to the internet, and I love people on here more than people that I associate with in real time physicality. I am sorry. But when people start telling me to seek professional help, I look at it like it is completely bogus. Those people just force feed bad drugs that diminish the physical equivalents of spirituality. There is no help from those people. If you told me to seek out a shaman or an occult wizard, it would have been different. Those psychologists are power greedy and money hungry, they have the easiest lives of any practicioner of medicine, and their practice is not valid in my opinion.
That was the problem, and part of why I took a few days abscence.
More to say, certainly. I will check on my other posts, and see if anyone has responded. I'm here to help, and if a fully devoted religious phantasy is not your thing, that's fine. I'm not forcing anyone to phantasy.