Unexplained feeling re: astronauts

[Kodemaster]

Hello,

A week and a half before the shuttle crash, I got some Ponaris oil for my nose. On the front of box was a picture of an astronaut and some text regarding the product being used on space missions.

About a day after I got the oil, I kept getting this weird feeling every time I saw the astranaut on the box. It was like a combination between sadness and the feeling you get when you see something that's cute. It lasted until right before the crash.

I couldn't figure out why I kept fetting this feeling, as the picture of the astronaut was pretty plain/not something to make one go "awwww..."

I experienced some other unusual feelings last week, including one that woldn't go away, which felt like something really cool is going to happen, or that I was going to get something that I really wanted. I thought I was picking up on a young, anonymous, potential suitor's admirations, but it turned out to be something else. I ended up getting to handle an authentic Olympic torch that the Rome, NY Sports Hall of Fame had on display at an open house I worked. I felt like my feelings were confirmed after I did that (I've wanted to see one up close and personal since I was 7 years old!!!!) and I haven't had the feeling since.

It didn't hit me about the astronaut feeling until today, when I had the exact feeling upon discovering a US quarter in my wallet that had an astronaut on it.

I've been very emotional lately (mostly depressed), and I feel as though my empath ability has been coming out a lot, in many ways, the past 2 weeks. It's almost as though my empath feelings have a certain "ring" to them; I can discern them from my other emotions.

Perhaps I picked up an intuition about the tragedy before it happened...ever hear of such a thing?

I don't think I can handle this whole psychic thing, if indeed it is all true. At least not now.