do not read this post if you seek your own answer, contains systems views

[Chaos Mage]

This is 'the future'.
The symbols of the past are now coming to their fulfillment.
The symbols of the present will also find their fulfillment.
Yet!
In the drastic consequence of abusing personal power, energy, and will, we must also have faith in the One Lord Jesus, and take courage that He is the One Lord Jesus and that it is not some other.
Here I am.
I Am.
Am I God?
I am 'a god'.
Some men are not 'gods'.
Some young boys begin as a god, and end as a withered, defeated, empty shell of a worthless knowing of self corruption and decay.
The powers of self which are faucetted, are also multifaucetted in the sublime nature of an existence which is both simple and easy yet so hard to master due to the nature of acceleration, stasis, and the complex of the mind in it's perpetual 'conscious shifting'.

The motion of the Spirit seems to be stabilized into One Universal Template for an Existence.  We have a Reality within this Existence.  Our Reality is the sub conscious perspective and it's complex constructs, and also that perspective as it is complicated and coordinated by a conscious perception of the Soular Existence which is the Manifestation or Creation Of God.

So as we develop our tendancy to meditate, to pray, to heal people, to levitate, the simplicity of such feats of Life can easily be lost when we are only moving our own mind within the mind itself.  This is the key element which makes ficticious fantasies a thing to be forsaken.  In a proper application, fantasy is the nature of mind, learning, and personal power, yet the dual processes of the sub conscious and the consciousness are always at odds with the singular unconscious mechanism which is involved in the operation of the civilized world beyond your immediate control or aggrandized state of knowing.

Through the means most simple and pure, meditation can be inclusive of this Reality, or, it can be used in true phantasy mode on the medium of a vergance with the transcendent potential that is Absolute, Eternal, and Beyond anything which exists here.

In traditional meditation, they teach you to stop your thought, deaccelerate your mind and body, and dissolve into that Potential.  Silence te mind, stop all processing.  Stop doing anything, die and be done with this existence.  For those who choose to put up a fight and remain in the existence, they will find that there is a benefit to acceleration of the mind, yet only when that potential has been complicated and confused.  In that particular instance, the acceleration of the mind is like an awakening of the senses, and very rapidly regenerates the Soular State, Mental Reality, and all Memory can be regained and reconstructed within the Soular State.

There is really, in effect and actual Life, no real way to lose.  The only way you lose is by self defeating thought processes that continually feed your energy into death state types of thought patterns.  Yet, in the death state, it is like traditional meditation for the reason that you actually achieve the Absolute, Eternal Potential.  This is a true death, clean and pure, the complete destruction of the current Soul, yielding to the Spirit, and by the Reality that remains, you enter a new Soular Existence.

For those who want something from Life, it is very often that they will have it at any cost to themselves or those around them.  Desire, Need, Want, in a world where we constitute our Mental Reality and take as much of the infinite energy as we want, there is little for such things.  For instance, if I wanted to smoke pot right here and now, it would manifest by a means or a medium, or by direct manifestation as exertion of will and personal power to directly manifest the substance.  On the flipside of that specific analogy, one can use their personal power, within the mind stirring within itself, and achieve the same effect or better by simply meditating with sincerity and an honest effort.

The large sum of individuals who are created are in a state of degeneration due to 1. their own lack of regeneration/focus on healing/focus on God, and 2. their own lack of harnessed Mental Reality.  This could be by their choice or by their own lack of understanding the existence they are purporting by the Mental Reality which they do possess.  Often, convincing the mind of something means death to that mind's freedom, hence, some are attracted to the likes of Chaos Magick or Buddhism to alleviate the symptom of mental control by external forces.  This means self control, and harnessing your entire Existential State to the advantage that you do achieve the Zen State and can base any Reality from that point on in time to any extreme below the Absolute/Eternal.

Existence is inside of a sphere.  The existence itself is formed of gridlines that run through the sphere.  These gridlines are the attachment of the Mental Reality to the sphere, likened to synaptic structures and constants of chemical weights in the dense mass of cellular fluctuation.  Death is an option, yet Life is seeming to hold the secret to itself within that sphere.

There are other possibilities, here, we list a few...
- the infinite speed vibration of a single zero dimensional (light) particle, which contains the Sentience Of God and moves at a speed that defies logic, yet has been logically arranged in it's sequence across itself so that it rapidly forms the entire grid structure
- the movement of time within space
- the fluctuating implosive nature of space within itself
- darkness at a level of concentration, and light at a balance of release, maintaining the grid structure by the substance of darkness and gravity and the colors of light as they are holding that darkness within that light
- an infinite implosion, supreme black hole, that has no definite center, thereby generating space pockets and time vibrations by relativistic quantum physics
- the direction of a single entity within itself, as mind within mental movement, which generates the peculiar irrational nature of multiple types of beings within one perception of itself

And the list does go on.

This message will appeal to some and confuse others.  It is the intention that it be studied once or twice, then, try creating your own systematized viewpoint, as sub conscious perspective based mental reality.

[venseph]

Holy crap, this looks like something I would post!  Sorta creeped out.  I thought I was alone.