Communicating with my Subconcious.

[TheDarkApprentice]

This is somewhat long.

Last Friday Night, I decided to do more research on communicationg with your sub-concious/inner guide/intuiton. (whatever you want to call it) I paid more attention to the "I will" phrase. That if you say with confidence "I will" to such and such, thatt it will happen to some degree or that you will have more confidenece about the subject. So I decided to try it out. Here are a few things I said and repeated to myself:

" I will get a girlfriend soon"
" I will figure out my school situation soon"
" I will get better at metapyshics and other things of that nature"
" I will do good at a major magic tournament soon"
" I will excel in poker"

Now I said all of these things in confidence and belived in each of my statements. I'll brake down a few of my statements and you tell if I was communicating in some way with my sub-concious.

"I will get a girlfriend"

This was when of my top priorites suprisingly. I've only had one gf and that really didnt count. Part of the reason I said this statement is because I suck at talking to people I don't know, wether male or female, and really wanted to have someone to talk too.

So Sunday afternoon one of my friends called me up right in the middle of the Dolphins game (god this season is horrible) and asked if I wanted to go to this girls house that he liked and hang out. He told me that she had a friend and that I should go. I had already been up since 6 P.M Saturday but decided to go anyway for some reason.

It was an alright time. We were there for like 6 hours and played some bball and watched "You got "Served" (I feel so black for watchin that) I had this weird feeling to this girl that my friend liked. I thought she was pretty cool and all but was lookin at her a lot and what not. I was my normal self here. Some what shy and really random and loud. The randomness only occurs when I'm with a group of friends but I was more loud then usuall. Anyways I felt different the next day. THis being monday.

I started thinking of this girl. I was thinking of all these senerios of me and her in my head. Like I was thinking/saw that we where at the movies and that when they were over, that these two hefty punks were talking to her and trying to take her away from me. One of the guys pushed me and tried to punch me. I then punched the guy back and beat the crap out of the other guy.  I hurt them really bad and told me and this girl to get out of here.

We were then driving back to her house. Note- I don't have a car or my license yet, I'm 17 and have been driving with my mom for like 4 months, but I was alone this time. I was ticked off at myself for beating these guys up and telling this girl that I was sorry if I got out of hand. We even went to her house and was telling the scene to her parents. Telling them that I have never got in to a fight and was protecting her daughter. Telling them I don't get into fights for the simple fact that I think I will hurt someone severly every time.

But to cut to the chase, I was thinkin of a few sceniors about her and myself. Like the an idea popped into my head and sort of played out in my head. I don't even know if I was fully controlling the images. Although some of was clear and actually saw stuff visually when I was thinking about it.

Next statement.

"I will figure out my school situation soon"

I haven't been to school for about 4 weeks now for the simple fact that I have bad socialy anxiety and am not comfortable around people I dont know unless I'm with friends. This has been a big issue for me in the last year.

But anyways I was proposed an offer by the school guidance counseler that I could have 3 blocks of this one class that helps kids with their work and was for kids who needed help or had disipline problems. My initital reaction was no way! I really wanted to have a tutor or do some sort of home school and be away from the school. It would be har to these options because they are aexpensive and my school is poor and is one a budget freeze.

But on Sunday I felt more positive about the idea. I was thinking I could just do the 3 blocks a day thing and be fine and deal with it. I was thinking that more positive about the school situation and it was really odd.

Only one more statement I had thoughts/images about so far.

"I will do a good at a major magic tournament soon"

For all of you who don't know, I'm talking about that trading card game where all the geeks you know hang out. But what a lot of those people don't know, that besides being fun, magic can also be quite profitable. I've played in some magic pro quallifier events and have done quite well. I am really good at stratagy games.

But on Monday, i had more images/words come to my mind. I was at a team PTQ and I saw that me and my friends where doing very well at the event and a lot of people were watching. I looked like I was having a good time and winning at the same time.

Now, I am wondering if my sub-concious is trying to connet with me or lay out a path for me. I guess came to this idea when i was in the shower monday night. Thinking, was that my subconcious was responding to me, or that I was making it all up. I beloved that it had to be my sub-conious or my higher self or whatever. I think this was my was for my Sub-concious to connect with me. Although, once these thoghts came to my head, I was in somewhat control of the outcome. Like my subconcios displayed these thoughts and images and I added on to it.

I have know Idea what this is. Or that is isn't my sub-concious, and this is what I want to happen. But with the statement about the girl, I think that if it was my sub-concious, that it may have been tricked. I said I wanted a girlfriend soon. My sub-concious may have randomly picked a girl for me to meet and gave me these ideas. Or maybe it wase just conincidence that my friend called me on sunday. I don't know, but the images I thought of were prett clear in some cases.

Any one have any comments or ideas if I am communicating with my sub-concious or that I am crazy??

Thanks.

[Geoff_C]

Hi Fat Kid,

Well, maybe. You seem to be confusing two concepts. One of defining what you want, and asking the universe to help fulfil that. And the other of seeking assistance from guides, of whom there are many.

Most people use some form of meditation to develop their abilities to contact their guides. It may be that you have some abilities in this area, but don't confuse the two issues. Guides are there to guide, not to deliver what YOU think you want.

Incidentally, in my frame of reference, while I recognise a higher consciousness that is independent of me, I do not recognise any "sub consciousness" having sentience. And, as far as I can tell, VERY FEW people manage to communicate with their higher consciousness, also called a Thought Adjuster. It is much easier to communicate with a wide range of other spirit beings.

Geoff.

[alexd]

Obviously if you affirm yourself positively "I am confident" or "I will get a girlfriend" it will almost certainly be true. If you subconscious is filled with negative expectations they will keep your from accomplishing what you want, if you turn them to positive expectations you will succeed. The subconscious is basically the part of you which controls a large part of your life but you are mostly unaware of it. So if you think it is hard for you to get a girlfriend, for example, it is partly to do with a pre-programmed notion in your subconscious that it is hard, by changing this it is no longer hard. It seems like this is what you are trying to do, however this is a completely different issue to contacting guides or your higher self.


Alex

[Forestianfire]

i think you have connected with your sub-counsious mind fat kid. since i have been contacting with my sub-counsious mind, and the same things has happened. many times i could be playing a game, like basketball or football or something as simple as monoply. whenever i want a certiain outcome like rolling a 12 in monoply or haveing the person miss/catch the ball, something in my mind just clicks and it happens. since i am one of the "outcasts" of the school, I told my self before this year ended, "I will become popular for something good" and on the first day of school that year the moast popular kid in school and me became friends (sorry for the shallow example but its true).

[TheDarkApprentice]

That's awsome that you called me fat kid Geoff. I'm totally the opposite of a fat person but have a few fat friends. I think gordo people are amusing.

Anyways, I do agree with Alex. I was trying to reprogram my sub-concious. Not really that, but I was trying to communicate it on some sort of level.

Asfor your higher self, isn't that the same thing as your sub-concious? Everyone calls the Sub-Concious different names. Wether its your higher self, intuition, inner guide, or sub-concious. But I'm assuming their all the same.

[alexd]

I assumed it was different because the subconscious is not "higher" or more "divine" because it is actually inside the brain and nothing metaphysical. I may be wrong though. Btw apparently that's how wigi boards work, by contacting your subconscious.


Alex