From zero to bending space in 5 months - It changed my life forever

[beavis]

There are things in the world none of us can yet imagine but can be touched and explored with practice, things that work by physical processes while ignorance often leads to religious speculation about how they work.

These things include forms of mind to mind communication (telepathy) moving objects (telekinesis) and changing patterns of events by mental action. After these basics are explored, you learn more shapes and dimensions of possible forms and meet others doing the same thing.

The purpose of this writing is to explain what happened and how others may explore similar paths if they choose and how the world could change if people learned to do this with their minds and scientifically with machines too eventually, not to get into extreme detail about why I think it works. See the **HOW IT WORKS** at the end for details.

I feel like a cripple because I lost what most people would never dream of having, but I may still practice and regain my skill and state of mind and continue where I left off.

It started as a young child. By accident I moved small things laying around the house by thinking it. The scariest was when my bed started making cracking sounds, but nobody was in it. After it started and stopped a few times, in sync with my thoughts, I first had the thought that maybe I'm doing it. I confirmed this over the years as I learned to control it at rare times. But I mostly could not control it. I became scared that I might think the wrong thing someday and stop someone's heart, so I quit practicing.

In college I became interested in it again, but I hadnt done it in years. I had to start over, but I had the advantage of knowing it could be done. I set up a psi wheel, a piece of aluminum foil balanced on a needle inside a clear plastic box so air blowing outside would not move it. I watched it while thinking a variety of things, looking for the right thing to think to mentally push it. For 3 weeks and 2 hours per day, I sat watching it not move. Finally the few square inches of aluminum foil turned 1 millimeter. From then on, practice went much faster. The next time it only took me a few hours to move it. After 5 months, it only took me 10 seconds and I did it many times per day. But I'm skipping too far ahead here.

Those 5 months in 2003 changed my life forever. I understand the world looks like 3 space dimensions and time, but other than that I dont have much concept of reality in common with most people, and even the space and time I think of more like the physicists in representing time as the way liquids mix but tend not to unmix instead of past and future being different kinds of things. Any correct science and religion cant say different things because we live in one world with continuous paths between all its parts.

A big part of how I became more skilled at these metaphysical things was something I did while listening to music. There are many spirits, or whatever you want to call those life forms out there, who never did or dont anymore have the ability to hear music like we do, so when I telepathicly broadcast my experience of listening to music, they experienced it with me. This became stronger over time as more of them came to flow with us as we all experience the music together. I eventually lost count of how many spirits were there with me, probably in the thousands. Many of them wanted to amplify this process so they continued to flow energy to me with no obligation of what I would choose to do with it. Spirits came from very far away, other galaxies or dimensions or who knows how far it went, to get in on this musical experience we were all having together. My telekinesis and other metaphysical things became stronger fueled by it.

These thousands of spirits (or whatever you want to call the many dimensional life forms) who experienced the music with me, became mixed with me and I'm not sure what parts were me and what parts were some of them, what I was before and what I am now, and it really doesnt matter because we are at every moment of here and now what we are and should proceed from there. This mixing will become important later in the story when some parts of myself are lost.

We started teaching eachother really advanced things including bizarre and incomplete statements about physics and networking minds together across large distances.

I got a psi wheel, a piece of aluminum foil balanced on a needle in a clear plastic box, to turn continuously for 3 days until I touched it and then it wouldnt move anymore. Strangely, it continued moving on its own after I mentally got it started for 30 seconds, and it looked like it was being pulled by something as it made an average of 1 turn per 20 seconds, jumping ahead as if it was pulled by an invisible rubber band. This makes me think that the entanglement of physics is a stretchy high dimensional material-like thing that can be tuned between objects using the mind or any similar machine. It was similar to this video I recorded near the end of my 5 months... "psi wheel in a clear closed box 2" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKJGb4RNRB4

These amazing things continued, it appeared with no limit in sight, until I had an accident on a bicycle where I broke my leg, which is now healed but at the time it set in motion states of mind that my metaphysical abilities could not survive in. Just before the accident, maybe I couldnt handle how fast my concept of reality was changing, the new abilities that came with it, or where I thought it was leading. It was all very distracting. Living on Earth didnt feel like the most real thing at the time. Theres other forms of reality we can touch at any time and place, and I was touching them continuously all the time. The 5 months that changed my life forever ended.

Parts of myself metaphysically separated and went their own ways. Those parts could not stand to exist in such a damaged mind and body, the mental damage resulting not from any physical damage to the brain but from the continuous physical pain for months. After the leg healed, which was not completely healed for a few years, I had become used to not having metaphysical abilities and those parts of myself as a spirit being gone, which made me think I would always be stuck that way. It felt like what I had near the end of those 5 months, I would never have again, but today as I write this I think maybe I could.

I need to get back those parts of myself that went their own ways in metaphysics because I had given up. I need to let them know I changed my mind and choose to become what I was and continue where I left off. But how would I find them? And if I do find them, maybe they've found other forms of reality they like better than continuing this with me? Would they want to come back and become part of my whole metaphysical self again? Would we be compatible after so long? I have become spread across the galaxies and many dimensional forms of reality, and I don't know how to put myself back together. What a strange problem to have. Can anyone help me find those parts of myself?


End of the main story.
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***HOW IT WORKS***

Its a fact of physics that when a particle is observed from either or both (various combinations of possible superposition) of 2 pools of particles and it cant be determined which pool it came from, the 2 pools are entangled.

I intentionally did not use the word causes because the fact is only those things go together. Which had more influence on the other, or in what proportions, is still an open question of Time Symmetry and how accurately it describes this continuous high dimensional manifold we all are part of, especially in very local and short time range events like Delayed Choice Quantum Eraser in which a particle hits a wall then a choice made in another branch statistically affects if the past event gives 2 bell curves or 1 combined wave, again statistically on the earlier part, but the statistics have been repeated many times and found to be how physics normally acts.

Thought can move small objects at a distance for the same reason the 2 pools of particles become entangled when the observer cant determine (because of a physical lack of any effect it had) which pool it came from. I speak from experience that it occurs when the mind is ready to react a certain way based on the photons travelling from the target object, into the eyes, spreading through many of the neurons, therefore the same amount of connection as in Delayed Choice Quantum Eraser, regardless of if it stays superpositioned or quickly falls toward a certain observation. I have established a physical connection between the target object and my brain cells. Next, I need to prove that connection can be used to move the target object.

2 pools of particles become entangled when a particle is observed and it cant be determined which pool (either or both in some superposition) it came from. For exactly the same reason, if any 2 parts of my brain are touched by those photons from the target object and have no way to know if the target object turned left or turned right, then those 2 possible states of the world physically must become entangled with eachother.

2 parts of my brain is important. If it was just 1, it could be that it just decided to ignore that signal (brainwaves resulting from incoming photons from turning left and/or right), but brains do not have the precision to predict and adjust for the other brain half at a level that would not be a quantum observe. The photons come in both eyes, go to a few different parts of my brain, then have to find their way through many paths until all the information agrees between my brain parts. It would be impossible to have the exact same thought for each of 2 possible inputs (photons from the target object moving left or right), but physics is continuous and we are talking about many photons streaming in both eyes, so it is enough to change the derivative of thought by each of the 2 possible inputs, to have a smaller difference in the thought which occurs if it turns left and the thought that occurs if it turns right. To the extent the mind is balanced and aware of these paths through itself and most importantly causes itself to not be able to determine if it turned left or right, it is a fact of physics that they must be entangled, and by adjusting the thoughts between those 2 directions, the same physical force that entangles the 2 pools of particles entangles what the mind puts force on to lack a difference, a force pushing against the mass of those parts of the mind which observe it but are not affected by which was observed.

[Re]

Very interesting read. I wonder about one thing though. Quatum wave collapse (aka "observation") is caused not only by photons, but also, and more prominently, by other forms of electromagnetic radiation and by sound waves. In fact, the whole universe is being observed by itself the whole time, so it would appear conscious observation would not really be needed for this connection you speak of to be formed. I don't know if I'm explaining myself.

What are your thoughts on this?

[beavis]

Any correct science and religion must agree with eachother because its all one world.

I never said our form of mind or consciousness is needed for these processes. It could be done by machine if we knew more about how it works.

[Re]

Sorry, I was using my tablet and couldn't really elaborate on what I meant. I'm not questioning you, but rather wondering what role do other forms of interaction play. Neutrinos, radioactivity, electromagnetic waves, sound waves, and even (in a more indirect form) causality, they all link the universe together on a quantum level. I wonder how it all works. What kind of hidden interactions exist in the world that we still don't know about and would be considered magic or fantasy today, but science and engineering tomorrow. It's quite inspiring to think about all that.

[Robert Baird]

Dear Beavis

This is a factual and well-written exposition with good insight throughout. I like how you kept an open mind as you faced each possible area of influence.

[beavis]

Re, I dont know the physical details. I know I experience parts of my mind tunnelling through various strange shapes which parts of are attached the the world we can see and other parts are a space of their own. I call these "webs of entanglement". They decay slowly if not used, or maybe they are lost somewhere, but generally they can be stable for months at least. When things move past the physical objects they're connected to, I will know about it and can instantly explore into those parts of the web. I can be many places at once this way.

About the parts of physics you mentioned, I dont know those kind of details.

Robert Baird, I'm trying to stay a scientist in both metaphysics and the world around us. We should not believe or disbelieve anything without reason, even if the only reason we have is statistical.

As a scientist, I am working on a way to measure and influence these kind of things by networking minds together as organized through statistics and advanced math in what will appear to be a game many people play through the internet. Games are the best way to get to peoples subconscious minds, which I hope to synchronize and tune in many dimensions together.

[FuzzyQuills]

Re, I dont know the physical details. I know I experience parts of my mind tunnelling through various strange shapes which parts of are attached the the world we can see and other parts are a space of their own. I call these "webs of entanglement". They decay slowly if not used, or maybe they are lost somewhere, but generally they can be stable for months at least. When things move past the physical objects they're connected to, I will know about it and can instantly explore into those parts of the web. I can be many places at once this way.

About the parts of physics you mentioned, I dont know those kind of details.

Robert Baird, I'm trying to stay a scientist in both metaphysics and the world around us. We should not believe or disbelieve anything without reason, even if the only reason we have is statistical.

As a scientist, I am working on a way to measure and influence these kind of things by networking minds together as organized through statistics and advanced math in what will appear to be a game many people play through the internet. Games are the best way to get to peoples subconscious minds, which I hope to synchronize and tune in many dimensions together.

Feel free to use mine then while I play online. Interesting how it's possible to sync gamer's minds together like that.

Along those lines, what would be a good use for such a network?

[beavis]

The earlier uses of the network will be to experiment with how simulated and real minds work in predict eachothers mouse or other game controller movements and actions in the game. This part will be statistical and repeatable science that leads to new ways to influence eachothers thoughts, flowing statistical information between our minds which we would experience as subconscious.

After thats working, when the network is able to get people moving their game controllers together in various statistical combinations, helping eachother predict eachother, it wil expand to experiments in how far ahead can they predict eachother and without that information flowing between eachother through the network so the only way it could have come (unless they cheated outside the system through some other network) is telepathy. It will measure telepathy, and after it has good statistical models of when telepathy happens (in combinations of movements of game controllers being in sync earlier than expected), it will become a tool to amplify telepathy between millions of people playing the game at once.

Then we move on to telekinesis and metaphysical influence on patterns of events, by many people at once with minds in partial sync. I want to merge the worlds a little, between whats "out there" in astral and the "physical" world we directly see around us. I dont see anything unscientific about it as long as it proceeds in logical steps using statistical tools and a game way of using it.

[FuzzyQuills]

The earlier uses of the network will be to experiment with how simulated and real minds work in predict eachothers mouse or other game controller movements and actions in the game. This part will be statistical and repeatable science that leads to new ways to influence eachothers thoughts, flowing statistical information between our minds which we would experience as subconscious.

After thats working, when the network is able to get people moving their game controllers together in various statistical combinations, helping eachother predict eachother, it wil expand to experiments in how far ahead can they predict eachother and without that information flowing between eachother through the network so the only way it could have come (unless they cheated outside the system through some other network) is telepathy. It will measure telepathy, and after it has good statistical models of when telepathy happens (in combinations of movements of game controllers being in sync earlier than expected), it will become a tool to amplify telepathy between millions of people playing the game at once.

Then we move on to telekinesis and metaphysical influence on patterns of events, by many people at once with minds in partial sync. I want to merge the worlds a little, between whats "out there" in astral and the "physical" world we directly see around us. I dont see anything unscientific about it as long as it proceeds in logical steps using statistical tools and a game way of using it.

I definitely like the sound of this. If anything, either Super Smash Bros. or another particulatrly tense game would do well for some of the first tests, at least IMO. I've often stumbled upon thoughts of myself in the astral figuring out ways of bringing the worlds together!

[beavis]

I've played lots of Smash Bros (as ness, pikachu, and samus and a few others), but a "tense" game isnt whats needed. I'm going for a flowing bloblike game where combinations of many things moving on screen and your game controls at once gets, as we say in AI, very high dimensional. These dimensions aka "degrees of freedom" are how minds fit together.

[FuzzyQuills]

I've played lots of Smash Bros (as ness, pikachu, and samus and a few others), but a "tense" game isnt whats needed. I'm going for a flowing bloblike game where combinations of many things moving on screen and your game controls at once gets, as we say in AI, very high dimensional. These dimensions aka "degrees of freedom" are how minds fit together.

Sums up your mains by the looks of things... Not sure what game would constitute "flowing and bloblike" though, and on top of that, I don't think such a game has a control scheme that would fit...

Well, unless you know something I don't.

[beavis]

I dont know what kind of controls would work, so the computers and people would have to learn new kinds of controls through neuralnet.