Glimpse of ?

[UBKing]

Greetings All,

I've  been reading for a while, and haven't seen anything about the object that I've seen for most of my life.  Sometimes I see it with my eyes open, other times I seen it when my eyes are closed and I'm thinking about something.

When I have my eyes open, it reminds me of...say a star in the night.  Just a small bright object in my field of vision.  Instinctively I always look at it, and it goes away.  Seems like it may vanish even if I don't look at it.

When I  have my eyes closed and am in though, it reminds me of a dark circle, that has a glow.  The glow might be described as having a light behind it, and you can see the glow coming around the edges.

I've been trying to not change my thought or view when I notice it, but I haven't had any success.

Any ideas what I'm getting a glimpse is of?

Thanks,

[sashamasha]

I think I know what you are talking about.  I see more of these now than I did as a kid, and I can look at them now.  Sometimes they appear as a burn in my field of vision, with a bright outline, or like a little bitty solar eclipse.  they are quiet and dont move, but they arent always directly in front of me... actually i should have added this to my laundry list and was thinking about them today.  anyway, when I close my eyes and see one it is large, and, I believe, related to the third eye.  i can make the closed eye one larger and blink, and show pictures, etc.  it seems to have its own ideas but is personal to me somehow.

[UBKing]

Yes, I was thinking it was a view of my third eye, but from a distance.

I've made an effort to not change my focus of vision when I see it, and I can make it hang around for a while.  I've always thought that if I knew how, I would be able to zoom in on the object and view what ever was being displayed.  I'm still looking for the method to achieve this, if it is possible.

[sashamasha]

hmm.  I've found in my own experience that methods defy methodology.  Wanting something, and not caring whether you get it, is key.  It's totally zen.  Zen-ish.  Keep at it as if you are reading a book in a language you don't understand but are taking intensive lesson in.