"Random Electrokinitec' does not exist. I'm electrokinetic too, or whatever you want to call it, though I can rarely control it. This goes for almost all the electrokinetics I know, I even started to believe that Electrokinesis is one of the hardest kinesis to 'master'.
I can control it occasionaly, and I think that's what happened when you were able to turn off streetlamps and the like. I don't really believe meds have anything to do with that, but my knowledge about medicines is really 0, so don't trust me on that one.
What is now happening, is that you are losing faith in this 'gift' and what you can do with it. You can't control it anymore, and each time you try to do something with it you will think 'I cannot control it, I cannot do it', and because of that, you will not be able to achieve what you were trying to do. The only way to start controlling it again is to practice, practice and practice, and certainly not believing you can't do it.
I gave up on practising on it so that I could control it a long time ago. It's nasty, I ruined I-don't-know-how-many computers, radio's, especially boxes (ruining boxes seem to be my speciality), etc, but I do not have the patience to practise on it. I hope you have. Good luck.
Thanx for your reply. I will take into consideration what you said. I dont think its so much the doubt thats stopping me, I think its just I can't fully remember how I did it. I think I need a few more lucid dreams to practise in. But as I said before... everytime I'm on the train I've been practising... I find that the train lights inside the carriage are really easy to manipulate. So maybe once I gain full control over this I can progress onto something harder.
When I did have this electrokinesis power I had full control over it. It did not hurt, take up lots of energy, or anything like that to do it. I could just do it whenever I wanted to piece of cake. What I meant by it being random electrokinesis now is just that it happens to me by mistake now at irregular intervals. Whenever a coincidence, something strange happens, or someone repeats themselves, stuff like that... it will always happen... like it just triggers a reaction in me which causes it to happen. All my friends know about my ability because I have proved it too them many a time. Hence the nick Eonnn. I thought the nick Electro was a bit girlish and considering my name is Ian I thought a good nickname would be Eonnn. My friends call me that all the time now.
Hi, can someone please help me?
About a year ago I became electrokinetic through a very weird way. I had been smoking pot and ciggies for 6 years then i quit them both without any patches or anything! just went complete cold turkey and I couldn't sleep for like a week. It caused me to have an altered state of consciousness like my mind was more switched on than ever and i had heaps good mind over body control. One night in my state of altered consciousness I wasn't sure if I was dreaming or not so I tried to turn out a street light using my mind. I looked at it and imagined it in its off state with everything surrounding it turning to darkness and I successfully willed the light to turn off. I then went outside and turned off more lights, then back inside and turned off some computers, then I experimented with the TV. Funny enough... I wasn't dreaming. I could turn off any power source purely through will power for about 2-3 days. But after those 3 days, my bad sleeping pattern + withdrawal symptoms + stress caused me to have a brief pyschotic episode. I went to hospital for 2 weeks and was given meds. For those that dont know a psychotic episode is where you say and do lots of crazy/stupid things that dont make sense. Anywayz, for about another 2 days I was still electrokinetic while in hospital but my mind over body state wore off as I got more and more sleep. I think it also had quite a lot to do with the meds... they gave me thought altering drugs (olanzapine - an antipsychosis drug) so I have now lost this ability. I stopped the meds as soon as I could. Anywayz, my problem is... I'm only randomly electrokinetic now... like lights will flicker or go off when im around sometimes and I know it was me that did it because I get the same feeling of will power and like this other weird feeling I can't describe. I've found it occurs when a coincidence takes place (like if I think of something and then someone says it) and also when a strange situation occurs. I've also found its easiest to turn off the train lights in the carriages... I can kind of make them go dimmer for a few seconds if I try really hard. Does anyone know how I can get full control back over this ability?
Thanx.