somebody tell me what this is

[shadow_specter]

Well anywayz, yesterday i went to go meditate in my room.  I can't sit indian style when i do it cuz if i do it for too long it puts strain on my back, so i lay down on my bed, legs a little seperate, arms spread out a tiny bit.  Well anywayz, after i get down i breathe, blah blah, n just get relaxed, n closed eyes.  Well i'd say about 15 minutes of it I get this big feeling, like BAM!, throughout my whole body.  Its kind of a relaxed/numb feeling.  I'm like, ok, kool, lol.  So i'm seeing through my eyes the blackness, n all of a sudden (its not like one of those afterimage thingies) this big purple mass.  Its outlined by colors like red, orange, blue, etc, but its like all blended together, but the big mass is purple.  Well, it keeps on moving in weird shapes, like an amoeba type thing, n it keeps on repeating, going to different points of the blackness.    
So i'm pretty interested now, so i keep on going to see what other results might happen ^_^.  (BTW the whole time i'm feeling this ?energy/blood? pulsing up my spine, except it feels like its throughout my WHOLE body, engorging my muscles n body.  It pulses too, hehe), so yah.  The numbness is especially felt around the joint, and extremely around the base of my spine (it feels like an intense intense numbness)  All of a sudden i start feeling pain throughout my whole body, not really painful, but i could deal with it =D.  My muscles (especially my legs, and extremely my inner thighs) felt like they were tensing up like CRAZY, but i knew that my muscles looked physically relaxed.  So i'm thinkin, "ouch, o well, i'll take the pain n see what happens".  Well, after about ?15? minutes of this pain, i feel this extreme sense of disconnection from my body (note, i'm still mentally aware of all of this, and its an extreme numbness i can't feel myself)  So kool , i want to take it further.  so i notice the "numb" feeling of my body seems like it can move around seperate from my physical body.  so i'm like "kool, maybe i'll try manually  moving it!".  So I try, and it felt like my numbness was moving like 2 inches off of my body, vibrating extremely fast.  So i tried it again, and then i could move it again!  ok, lol, i can't move it far, but it moves =D.  So I REALLY wanted to continue, but my mom was buggin me to go get dinner >.>.  so i get out of this state of mind (i guess, lol) and when i open my eyes n stuff (not gonna get into detail about the effects) i stretched.  WOW, it felt like waking up in the morning, i was all stiff and like well slept, lol.  so i went down, ate, n tried it later but was too distracted.  Can anybody tell me what this is, or if they ever had similiar experiences?

[Selski]

Hi shadow_specter

You only need to post a message once - someone will respond eventually.

Cheers

Sarah