What the heck did I see when I woke up!?!?!?!?

[Wandering Indigo]

I saw a spinning wheel about 12 inches in diameter, flat, I was looking from above it, it was in void, and it was flowing... clockwise, across the petals. I'd say there were sets of 5 symmetrical petals per quarter and it was all symmetrical, making 20 in total. There was no central ball, but the "petals" were all connected and centered on the center point. It felt powerful and gentle, like I was expressing something through it, but at the same time that it was sentient and expressing something to me. I'm puzzled. My dream had nothing to do with it. It happened probably during by Delta cycles, between dream and immediate waking. I felt there was something very important I needed to learn from this happening. Help.

   Why this could have happened... but still not explaining what I saw...
I've been running around and just lately I was messing with some Psionics stuff, throwing energy around like it was a child's plaything, despite my significant lack of experience in the field. I siphoned so much energy out of the earth and heavens that I became supercharged and started trying telekinesis without relaxing. I realized what I was doing about a minute later... I was throwing energy at it instead of really trying to move it(blowing on it instead of grabbing it), in rather immense quantity. Since I have an almost unlimited amount of energy, both physical and spiritual(though it does have a cap on how potent I can make it, it flows constantly, without depleting), I lack only the most vital things: 1)spare time 2)guidance. How do I visualize and make real "grabbing" an object? Is it the act of encomassing the object or the act of pinpoint focusing the energy on it, or what? How do I make something move? Next, after I achieve that(shouldn't take long), how do I make a large object bend and twist as I please, to return to its original form once I'm done with it? Supersaturation is my only thought, make it an extension of my self by filling it with my energy and then ... something. I try to do these things away from public eyes, and it's difficult to do with my lifestyle and the fact I live in a big city. I would at some point like to use telekinetic talent to do various things that would require walking to an object or otherwise leaving an area unattended, using it as a tool.

[Greenrat]

yeah ive seen something similiar which looked like a mandala when trying to obe. I think you can only understand them from the level from which you persieve them. When i saw it, i knew what it meant and what it was there for, but now, the normal me cant decipher it because i have to be beyond the normal me to know it.
The perfect geometricity of what you saw is probably a good indicator that your energy state isnt all over the place.

[Ryuji]

one thing ive allways been wondering about why do one dream that you dream that you dream.

i was dreaming about 4 levels deap again last night. weird. anywhays on the last 2 levels (so call it, while waking up through each one just to find that im still dreaming) to wards the wake stake.

i saw this bright light in my room in my dream with colors in it againts the roof. then on the last one that i woke to it was all blue-ish and purble-ish in the same spot as it was with the white light. and then finnaly when i wake it was gone and im back to awake stake in real life so to say.

wwwwweeeeeeirrrrrrrd !

hehe
Bessings,
ryu

[Mustardseed]

Its called the Halloween wheel, it is what people used to portray a halo in ancient drawings and medieval pictures. We all have one.
Regards Mustardseed

[Ryuji]

arnt your halo supposed to be above your head

i saw this bright light in my room in my dream with colors in it againts the roof.

cant remember hanging my 'halo' as you put it up againts the room tho

anywhays.
blessings
ryu

[Mustardseed]

Over around above beyond. I see it often
Regards MS

[Wandering Indigo]

Hm... somehow I doubt it's connected to sa-ween or All Hallow's Eve... odd. I've never seen anything like it so I had to use resemblances. The flower avatar you used is very little like it. Why, when I manifest Psi, doesn't it affect the Physical Plane? I'd very much like it to, as I think it would be very handy to move through time/space, and telekinesis applications for normal life are astounding(I love to save time by decreasing time between steps of motion, or eliminating steps by adding a variable to the movement equation, such as falling momentum or carrying inertia or counterbalancing, as I currently work in Recieving at Wal-Mart. Lots of movement, all fast-paced). Also, I wonder why I was able to 'tether' my co-workers and pulse energy into their lifestreams, and also why the effect was to fully energize them with positive energy for a total of 7 minutes(per pulse, but as I ran low on energy, I was not able to give them as much, thus a lesser effect). The initial gift I gave caused them to move freely, as if they had had a full day's rest. The second caused them to speed up and start a lively conversation as they worked. The third left me feeling a little drained, but that problem quickly vanshed, as it usually does. My only real limitation is how much use my muscles can take. I for some reason never run out of energy, and I know how to siphon "Heaven" energy and "Earth" energy from "non-living" things(as science thinks them to be... bah. such wishy-washy nonsense men cause themselves to believe in the name of this limited child's play "science"...), thus I can thread energy in conduits to whomever or wherever I please within a 10-mile linear area. I have to know the place to send it to intimately, or the person I send it to has to be an acquaintance at least. My psi, unlike that which I read about, does not crackle and fizzle and waste energy by doing so. Instead, it flows and hums harmonically, and I can do with it whatever I darn well like to do. Sometimes, when I throw it playfully, demons("negative energy entities") like to cling to it and try to "eat" it. I call out the name of Jesus Christ in a rebuke and they always leave immediately, or are placed in chains and sent to the Ultimate Authority for disobediance. The intricacies of maintaining the ability to use such authority has been mentioned in a previous post. Have fun digesting this rant! I usually meander around with several subjects in the same post.  

[Ryuji]

lo, interisting post...

I call out the name of Jesus Christ in a rebuke

not to be daft or anything, but you can use any guardian entity good aligned towards you to rebuke bad stuff as you call it or it guard you. for me Kyla (my animal guide) has always since ive met her been there for me with love, protection and guidance. i presume in the same breath you can just envoke 'angels' for same thing.

when I throw it playfully, demons("negative energy entities") like to cling to it and try to "eat" it.

thats just tad bit queer hehe. sound more like the construction and destruction of energy but i could be wrong tho

anywhays its definitly not my halo i saw in my dreams but people interpret stuff differently to themselfs as what it was.

blessings,
ryu

[Wandering Indigo]

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I ping someone's mind on a line-of-sight and I listen in to their thoughts an a more empathic level, but now they have words and content to them. It's like "Congrats! You're now an empath!"... sometime later... "Congrats! You now have Telepathy!" I can also do the standard telepathy stuff, but that's best left alone to develop as irregularly as everything else, such as my entity radar(helps while moving heavy freight as I can feel someone around a corner coming though I can't hear them due to a very loud jack)... I wonder... if I can do these things while EXHAUSTED to the point that customers stop me and tell me to see a doctor because I don't look well... what can I do in my prime? I work my temporary body past its limits, then find and break new limits pretty regularly. I outperform everyone at everything they don't excel above me in experience at... 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He uses me when he gets too tired or must otherwise shutdown, such as when the brain shuts down from exhaustion and I have to keep the body from slamming into the floor, causing damage to it. I don't let him rest, sadly, and neither does he let me rest, as we must both sleep and the time to sleep is brief and interrupted. The chakras never truly close, and the aura is always blasting, due to a flowloop between reality and the spirit realm(which has not been seen in anyone else)... why must this body be so damaged, and why after such damage in its growth stages, is it so powerful? Analysis renders possibilities ... the first of a long list is that all humans are fully capable of matter/time manipulation, and this body is merely phasing into a stage of puberty, where those faculties are in their infancy. 2) this is an anomaly in space/time to have a human body do such things without evil energy as a power source and should be studied and strengthened as a prototype 3) I am at the favor of a benevolent Creator and need to develop these things He is giving me 4) I am merely maturing as I was supposed to be, with brain activity reaching a total of 80% at age 50, able to do things that boggle science and math, defy theoretical laws and explore the will of the One who Made Everything... they go on. Posting all content, unadulterated, unedited. Sift through this pile of letters and words at your leisure. I'll take this machine upstairs and switch to the primary system, which is now fully dormant. Sleep should ensue in seconds. Please post as many responses to my current post as possile. I require feedback. Yes, I set up my brain like a computer, it helps to control it and "keep it in line". It tries to defy the limiters I set on it, but I usually overpower it. My spirit will not be defied by mere flesh, despite it being so complex and powerful. I don't in any way care how you may judge me for this message. I ask that you ingest in analytically and not to insult me with ignorance such as "go see a psychologist" or "you're crazy man". All criticism that does not mock can be used constructively.

[Ryuji]

Wandering Indigo UGE post

next time jus make paragraphs so i can read it more easily. i copied and pasted in word then made some spaces in between.

anywhays. there is non what so ever difference between spinning a spi wheel or or moving a pencil to lifting a truck in the air. only difference is in your mind to what you belief you are capible of doing. yesterday i manipulated a card swipe door to be open instead of closed just firmly seeing the end result and believing its allready open and i am in the building. not sure what kinesis you all the electric ones deffintly not electro kinesis.

on the attack part. i used to get it ALOT when i was young from 360 degrees spiritually. It could be a good idea to clense yourself and your house physically and then spiritually. important first to do it physically then other

always close your 3rd eye after doing psychic stuff. it helps to keep away the bad things and shields up around yourself. There is also good to ask for help and protection from a high good aligned deity/entity/animal guide/angel. Carefull not to look for evil in everything then you will find it and it will come to you. your mind is UBERLY powerfull it can protect and attract to you what you spend your time on pondering.

that mostly called reality creation. quick example - rather than thinking you are always in debt rather spend your time visualizing you are out of it and experiancing a better life. That which you vibrate with that will come to you.

and if all else fails go seek someone your you trust and you know who as travel the path through the mountian or atleast can lit your path up more

love and blessings,
Ryuji

[Stevo]

Take a look at things this way: The mind doesn't require depth or pictures, it can exist on many different expressions. This includes emotion. What can happen is that a particularily strong emotion can be transferred in to a visual. Such as our fears can become faceless dark shadows.

When you saw the wheel, it is possible that you were expressing yourself, as you said. A source of artistic movement might have created this wheel in the void. As your imagination is obviously detailed, so was the picture.

[JKK]

reminds me of the crown chakra..purple/indigo...1000 petals...