Why am I changing? for the wise

[shedt]

my personally opinion is puberty, or just growing up. i could be wrong, but when i was a teenager.... every year i changed sooo much. personal outlooks, hormones, emotions.

just try too keep a open mind ! and it's harder then you could think. it's so easy too get into this thinking of "i'm different"

trying too "be" different, for no -real reason. i can't quite put into words what i mean....

[mustard]

[8D]I don't pretend to be anyone... everything just seems easier to deal with(go with the flow), I feel as if I have THE INSIGHT VIEW OF PEOPLES' PERSONALLITIES, THE WAY THEY FUNCTION AND THE WAY THEY THINK(experience)  I don't allow myself to develop issues based on artificiality, I don't allow myself to be confused by too many emotions...simple

[Mustardseed]

When I was 17 I remember feeling the same way.I felt I was definately way smarter than my folks as well as almost every adult I knew. When I turned 20 I was surprised at how I could suddenly understand and relate to them. I remember thinking I was surprised how much they had all learned in just 3 short years.[]

[mustard]

Ever since I got involved in spirituality, two years ago, I could tell you my life was an emotional wreck, I WAS SO OUT OF BALANCE, I FELT IS IF THE WORLD WAS full of selfishness and the only way to succed in life was to be somthing your not, after many days of meditation and mental training, I'VE CAME TO feel as if am way more smarter and insightfully aware of almost everything and everyone, I can SOLVE ISSUES AND COMPLICATIONS MUCH EASIER AND WELL HMM I FEEL IS IF MY IQ WENT WAY HIGHER, I CAN COMPARE AND ANALYSE THE ACTIONS OF ADULTS(EDUCATED), I DON'T TAKE LIFE SO PERSONALLY AND EMOTIONALLY, I JUST LOOK FOR HOW TO HELP OTHERS AND I DON'T GET INVOLVED WITH MATERIALISMN OR I DON'T LET MY EMOTIONS GET TO ME BY ISSUES CAUSED BY MATERIALISM, I DON'T KNOW WHY I SEE EVERYTHING THIS WAY(I FEEL IS IF I KNOW THE MEANING OF LIFE AND HOW TO SUCCED IT.
MY QUESTION FOR THE WISE, IS THIS ALL PART OF PUBERTY, OR IS SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENING , AND WHAT? AND ANOTHER THING I FEEL AS IF I DON'T BELONG WITH THE REST OF SOCIETY, IT'S JUST TOO ARTIFICIALLY INVOLVED FOR ME(BUT I HAVE NO PROBS WITH FITTING, I ALWAYS FEEL AS IF AM IN THE CONTROLL OF ANY SITUATION)  [|)]