Hi.
I just returned from a very wierd deep trance, possibly even sleep, where I noticed I could not use awareness actions well at all. If I was using them, I could not feel them. Which was strange because I was very deeply relaxed, yet I felt no energy sensations. For one, I could not tell where my feet or my arms were. When I finally found them, the awareness actions had no effect. Regardless, I proceeded to practice activating the primary energy centers (chakras) while in the trance, to hopefully induce an OBE. All attempts failed. The slightest feeling I got from an awareness action was unwanted to say the least, when I tried to stimulate the base center and well...you know what can happen from there[B)].
After that I "woke up," from my altered state, still feeling a little bit wierd and noticing that my vision was a little funny, if not I felt a little clairvoyant. No, I didn't see much except for better auric sight than what I'd usually have, and that isn't even that impressive. I proceeded to do some awareness actions and I am starting to think that Robert Bruce was wrong when he said that the energy body has a memory...mine seems to have clogged up again after spending weeks, if not months off of the NEW system.[:(]
Please help!
~FT