About Last Night...

[Velfort]

Lately I haven't been getting nearly enough sleep. For the past week or so I've stayed up till 3 am and waking up at 9 am. I've started to notice that something about it is taking tole in my dreams. Before I get into this "dream", let me first explain a few things. I've been struggling with religious beliefs for some time, use to be a big "Jesus Freak", and not like one of the Christians who goto church on Sunday and that's it. I was really trying had to correct the errors I've made in my life. I even recall once where I was in a meditative state, and I asked "Jesus" how to get through to more people I still remember his exact words, "through your actions." Well, since then I've fallen off from that, except for last night. Normally in my dreams I'll find myself at the same field, I don't know why a field is my safe zone in my dreams but is. Last night I saw a man, one I didn't recognize, but looked a lot like a stereotypical Jesus, and even had "God" written on his forehead. I approached me and instantly I fell into a vision of a burning house. Later in the dream, me and friend found ourselves hiding, and taking shelter in a cave. The cave actually started to crumble, and the Earth itself was pulling me and him through the unknown territory we where in. The Earth itself pulled me to the burning house, which was actually my friends house. I'm worried because my friends brother in real life has some mental issues, and is on prescription medicine to cure his physcosis. Ever since I woke up today I've notice an old view has sparked back. It's hard to explain, I can tell the difference without the difference being there if that makes any sense. I'm not saying this for any reason, not trying to convert anyone because I find its too hard to convert even myself fully. It's that I declined the possibility, it's just in life everyone finds an answer for themselves, and that's why I'm still searching. But has anyone else had any dreams like this? Anything with this "Jesus" figure? Please I'm open to any discussion.