Did I just projected for my first time?!

[delfi]

Hello guys. Ive been trying to project for about 2 years now not really trying too hard because this whole thing is quite exhausting for me. Well, I think I just got back from the other side  . For some reasons I woke up at 2 am and tried to AP. I gave up and tried to sleep. At 4 am I got really mad because for some reasons I couldnt go to sleep. So I tried to AP again. I started to think about some random stories. I knew I was in bed but somehow this story went into a dream withouth me realising that im dreaming, not thinking stories anymore. I knew that everything wasnt real but didnt notice that and it went into a lucid dream (I never had one before). The dream wasnt going the way I really wanted, so I decided to get rid of this story and turn on my other side in bed. At that point "bam", darkness everywhere, random noises. I knew that Im on the edge of doing it. Ive been there before for few times long time ago but I used to be really nervous and failed all the time. I somehow wasnt afraid this time at all and I knew that its time to do that. I relaxed and didnt think anything. I got a huge sensasion of spinning above my bed and my body. Then I started to see from the point of my bed. I knew I was probably out. Then I thinked about my dinning room. I felt like I started to fly there threw dark substance and I got there in just a moment. Only remember seeing a lamp on the wall. The expirience was really blurry and dark. Now the interesting part...

I got excited a bit and suddenly surroundings changed. There was something with me too. Im really glad that I read this forum a lot and I know that I cant be harmed in the astral so didnt got really scared. It was a woman and it looked really similiar to my mother so I started to get closer face to face to find out if its really she (my parents where sleeping in the same house). At last we where few inches away each other and both looking face to face. But it didnt felt that it was really my mother. I at one poin I probably understood that she isnt what I thout she was and I even smiled to her and told that im not afraid of you. Then she told to me: "you wont live anymore in my house". After that suddenly I saw my "fathers" face in front of me, but it didnt look like it was really him as well as my "mother". He was staring deep into me, I really didnt enjoyed where was this going and it somehow didnt felt like it was my father for real too. Then I woke, even looked around to be sure which "dimension" is this . So yea, what do you think guys? I have read that there are good and bad astral planes or smt. My mood today wasnt good, maiby thats why I got in this dark astral place with not a really warm welcome? Also as I mentioned before everything was quite blurry and dark, + I didnt had a good control of myself.

[delfi]

Can any travellers here say what they think about this? Im really lost atm.

[Bluefirephoenix]

Remember much of what you see in astral is a construct from your mind. It takes some experience to get past this completely. It affects everythign I had a major struggle with my clairadience over the summer learning to overcome this. There are times when I phase out of physical and can't quite get tuned back in. keep up the good work.