Anxiety? New awareness?

[SACOLUCCI]

Hi everyone,

Lately, I have been into the quest for truth which includes everything from youtube videos on conspiracies like one-world Governments to reading experiences on journeys out of the body. As I mentioned in another thread also, I have been doing online courses with the Monroe Institute.

Firstly, I must say that the quest for truth has me extremely depressed. Finding out about microwave technology, for example, and its detrimental effects or the way the Government is structured to hurt us OR even that there is a hellish after -life reality for those of us with negative thinking patterns is extremely overwhelming.

I consider myself to be a very intuitive person who can read energy off of people. The way it works for me is by holding an object.  I then receive words about that object or the person who owns it. They almost feel like they are coming from the right side of my body. I have only ever read 10 people but have been over 95% accurate each time.

The other day, I was doing a "tools" exercise through Robert Monroe's Gateway exercise followed by a higher-self meditation. I do not recall ever having a projection experience but have had many lucid dreams and premonitions in the dream state. Anyways, I was doing a meditation when I felt like I was on a 90-degree angle but knew my body was lying straight. I became frightened and had an accelerated heartbeat but decided to ride with it. All of a sudden I saw my daughter with my third eye or my non-physical eye, in her playground at school. I thought that was weird. Then I saw myself, again through my third eye or non-physical eye soaring through a tunnel filled with smokey vibrant colours.

When I had awoken I was astonished to find I had been out for more than two hours. I felt very awake and alert the entire time and was consciously following the meditation. Also, I found two missed calls from my daughter's school on my phone. They were calling because she had misplaced her lunch.

So, I am puzzled as I believe her higher-self was speaking to me or did I astral project to her school?

Does anyone else feel stressed out when they start delving into these things? I feel all over the place...almost adrift from reality.

[Xanth]

Nope.  I very rarely worry about things which I have little to no control over.

[Nameless]

That was quite an experience seeing your daughter. I call this remote viewing but others may have different thoughts. Premonitions, remote viewing and visions are all wonderful talents, I posses those too to varying degrees depending on what is going on in my own life. Use that gift, don't be afraid of it.

As to the conspiracy theories I think it best to take those with a few grains of salt. After all it wouldn't be very beneficial to wipe out most of humanity. Who would be left to do the dirty work and the heavy lifting? I've heard/read a lot about the 'one world government', most of it on the conspiracy side. Gee, really? That's my response because honestly shouldn't we be one world and shouldn't our governments pull together to make this one big diverse world rather a bunch of little countries all fighting over who's the boss. People don't like change but change is gonna happen, it always does.

[Subtle Traveler]

When starting out with something new, it is not uncommon to start getting pulled in many directions ... especially things that appear controversial (e.g., think of this as attraction). When you have unbalanced feelings, you can attract more of this kind of stuff. For myself, I usually quiet myself and meditate (first) when I begin experiencing these feelings. Additionally, when feeling unbalanced, I like this reminder from Eckhart Tolle ...

"Worry pretends to be necessary"

As I look back at my non-physical experiences now, I cannot remember an experience that did not end without my emotions getting unbalanced and thus ending the experience. It is a self-created barrier or exit. Only you can address your fears ... and this is often what our non-physical experiences are about ... expanding beyond human fear.

Your experience with your daughter may have been a pre-cognitive experience or remote viewing or something else, I am not sure that matters. You were focused into the non-physical, expanded and then recognized (became conscious of) that. This is what matters. You had a conscious experience (good for you!). Journal this experience, so you can learn what is needed (and into the future).

The TMI materials and classes are very well thought out and based upon the experiences of thousands of people. I would place your attention (e.g., focus) and attraction (e.g., desire) there - not upon various YouTube controversies. If worry distracts you, then remind yourself that it is "pretending to be necessary".

From a non-physical perspective ... "All is always well." ...

[ThaomasOfGrey]

Conspiracies can be frustrating because the perpetrators deliberately use their superior knowledge of reality of create an ego based lifestyle for themselves at the expense of others. Overall our capacity for consciousness growth as a species has been suppressed for a long time. Such problems date as far back as Ancient Egypt for instance, wherein the mysteries of the universe were largely reserved for the royal family and high priests, giving them an advantage over the common person that has persisted throughout many societies.

The consolation prize comes in two forms. First, the opportunity to overcome adversity. It isn't a very satisfying idea in the moment but in hindsight such barriers to freedom are a unique part of the evolutionary process. The second is the nature of conspiracy itself. The third eye is associated with realisation and the break down of illusions. I think this may be why conspiracy theories tend to excite us.