Cool Experience Last Night

[c0sm0nautt]

I found myself in that twilight zone between sleep and waking. I had this message in my head which told me to not worry about any projection related technique and to just do it, just phase into the experience. I set my intent, relaxed, and almost instantaneously I had heavy vibrations. I was unable to convert this into a experience, but I thought the message was cool. "Just do it." 

Later I found myself in to following dream:

I find myself with a few friends at a school situated behind my elementary school. It looked nearly identical to my elementary school, and we were on the field by the playground.

At first I was "adding" stuff to the playground. I added this chain hanging down from a swing. I thought this might be fun for the kids to swing and battle each other. I also added this metal bridge across the already standing playground bridge. Someone else was adding stuff do. I thought this was a great service we were doing, and we were going to continue it across the country (adding new stuff to other playgrounds).

Next I find myself near the edge of the playground. I seemed to have a sense that I was dreaming. I jumped in the air and tried to fly, but simply landed on the ground. I asked why I could not fly. I was with this lady who I identified as T'Pal, the female Vulcan from Star Trek: Enterprise. She reached our her hand and touched me. All she had to do was touch me and all of a sudden I began to fly into the sky. My vision went black and I had this great sense of motion. I was flying up and down and horizontal at great speeds, but could not see anything. I attempted to get the previous scene to materialize, but I ended up partially waking up and drifting into a different dream.

What do you think of this Vulcan character? Perhaps some type of guide? Or maybe an aspect of myself that "allows" me to do the seemingly impossible?

[i smoke and drink coffee]

For your question, do you watch that show, or have sexual / fantasy feelings for that character?  Perhaps she is like a 'mom-hot sex' fantasy, I don't know, do people have those?  Some people are different, many others are very different and all have thier own social relationships.  Vulcans are known for their telepathy, there could be a connection between the collective conscious energy resonance of T'Pal and your own mental link with the character.

I don't really know, but the dream sounds awesome.  In the waking world, I've been having these horrible feelings and nightmare stuff happening when I'm awake.  Mostly a deluded sense of imagination, it's out of focus, and has been outwardly projected as a field resonance that communicates that signal of fear and loathing.  No wonder people look at me strange, I'm some kind of necromancy being or something.

Have you ever tried to 1. accelerate  2. decrease physical resistance to objects or 3. intensify pure faith??

Think of other things that you could try in the waking state so that when you get into the astral, you sub conscious is vitalized and ready to create the limited 'astral' state.  Some might believe that meditation enables longer astral states.  Just don't forget to use your body, having the kinetics to control your astral form is important.

[c0sm0nautt]

I watched the series this past year. And I'm most definitely attracted to her.  She is definitely a prime symbol to draw on when working with the idea of sexual energy being at the base of a controlled/meditative mind.

My dreams the past couple of days have been very interesting. They all seem to have the same theme - dealing with the caduceus, masculine vs. feminine, "coiled" sexual energy, mind vs. emotion, wild forest man vs. controlled clergyman. In meditation I have been working on moving sexual energy up my spine.   

What do you mean by intensify pure faith? In the lucid state? While I am awake I try to do reality checks throughout the day, and overall think about this stuff for most of the day. I'd say my biggest problem when completely lucid (OBE) is I habitually first think of stuff that scares me, and then my mind kind of goes into "back up mode" where I try and not think of that thing... errr hard to explain. It like I try and stop my subconscious thoughts from reaching their full potential, but this often causes me to wake up.

As far as your necromancy problem, have you tried to meditate or seek external help? I've come to realize we are our own worst enemies. If you'd like I could give you a tarot reading via PM. It helps me find the energy I need to conquer obstacles at times.

T'Pol


Caduceus

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