August 13th 10:00 AM
Was woken up by my wife and daughter so I moved to a different room. I laid down for a while walking the line between sleep and wakefulness. I realized I was in the perfect state for projection, it feels to me like being out of sync...disorganized. Never the less the rush came in which feels like going down a large hill on a roller coaster. I found myself in this suburban type of neighborhood.. no houses just duplexes. I walked through the front door of one (literally) I seen two young children running around by themselves. A little boy, and a girl unsupervised just wandering around. I began to wonder where their parents were so I went looking. I finally found the mother taking a bath, which sort of relieved me since I thought they might be in the house alone. I did try to get the children' attention but they did not see me in a manner where they looked directly at me but when I was walking to the sides of them they would turn their heads quickly in my direction. Perhaps they were perceiving movement in their peripheral view.
I left the house and went outside to get in some flying time as soon as I moved into the air I was yanked backwards through the air at a great speed. I then fell from the sky from a pretty high distance as I was cloud level. I was laying horizontal and spinning as I was falling so it was very disorientating. I stood up and I was in a really rural type of place but with a lot of houses. Sort of like a small town but condensed and everyone lived near each other. The very first thing noticed was that I could no longer walk, I just bouncing up and down. I felt a weird sensation on the feet. It felt like a very strong magnetic repulsion was keeping my feet from touching the ground, and the bouncing was a result of me trying to walk. I used all my will to will myself onto the ground but couldn't I was just stuck in the air. I decided to fly so as I went to move up further in the air once again some unknown force threw me through the air like a rag doll in all directions it was the oddest thing that has happened to me. I decided to terminate the experience and just start over, by this time I had been projecting for what seemed like a very significant period of time. Once I was back in my bed again I closed my eyes and focused. This time I wanted to try something else completely. Rather than projecting I thought about trying to "peer" through time, which is something I haven't tried, although I have accidentally projected to future and past. Upon my intention of doing so and enough focus in the middle of my field of view which was the usual 3 dimensional blackness I seen something happening like a small roundish window opening up. I started to hear people talking, screaming, yelling.. and police officers screaming "Police freeze" and I heard the steady whining of their sirens which seemed very loud and annoying in this altered state of mind. I could see what looked like a bridge a guy was standing on. This guy was dressed in some kind of uniform and looked sort of like a swat team member but more military and he was the guy in which the cops were telling to freeze. He was wielding a sub machine gun of some type (I am not a gun expert but it was definitely a sub machine gun). He would not put it down and was pointing it every which way.
Just then my wife walks in and tells me she needs me to go into the kitchen to get something down from the top shelf (she is only 4ft 11in). All in all it was a really interesting experiment, but not as fun as a projection of course. The falling from the sky whether intentionally or not with no intent of stopping the fall is a very freeing and fun experience, no roller coaster in the world can beat a straight drop unaided from the sky heh. I am wondering if this is the force that Oliver Fox wrote about in his astral projection book, that some I think Robert Bruce calls "astral winds". All I know is whatever it was there was no fighting it, and no telling where you will end up when it stops.
you should publish all your journal entries. i know its been done (adventured beyond the body) but so what. you're a really good writer
"you should publish all your journal entries. i know its been done (adventured beyond the body) but so what. you're a really good writer"
That's very kind of you to say. I appreciate it. Write a book? I don't know then I'd have to take grammar and punctuation into account which I don't have to do on the net. Who knows one day I'll probably do it if only just to reach the people I can't online. I really do appreciate the kind words =-)
T.L.
The Big question (as it seems to me) was whether you were watching an actual physical world event taking place or else were in some sort of BST (Belief system territory) where all the inhabitants were Not physical. Have you any ideas on this ? :?
The astral/ethereal experience isn't always a joyride. Even when an OBE'er does not personally encounter a negative or hostile entity then that person sometimes witnesses violence, brutality, ugliness, etc. during his/her astral/ethereal travels. So it may not always be fun but it IS a learning experience (or sorts).
Anyways thanx for posting.
Regards 8-)
Grey
"The Big question (as it seems to me) was whether you were watching an actual physical world event taking place or else were in some sort of BST (Belief system territory) where all the inhabitants were Not physical. Have you any ideas on this ?"
When I was watching it unfold I had the perception that it was an event in the physical which had not taken place yet. That was just the logical side of me thinking that, but who knows. My intention with the experiment was to peer through time to see an event which had not taken place yet. Whether or not that is what happened is beyond me and there would be no way for me to know unless that event does take place. Kind of a catch 22 because what if one of these times I see some kind of disaster that could be avoided, but wouldn't act on it because I would have no way of knowing it was legit until the actual event took place.