Meditation & OBE/AP stuff:P

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Zecora

So anyway, as part of my practice, I've been merging my consciousness with space/consciousness.  I don't know if that counts as an OBE or whatnot, but I focus in on a point till vibrations appear, body disappears, and "I" am nothing more than thought floating in space or consciousness. 

So I've been having a problem where I reach a limit where it feels like death or dying.  Naturally induces a fear response.  As I trouble shoot, say in the last thing, I merged with my room as a blob of space, rather coarse sensation, unlike the finer merging with say light, etc. More like a wave or bubble floating in mass/space. Not really fully out/in, more like encompassing. 

I had a minor semblance of my physical body lying somewhere in the center of the blob that was I, as I moved my consciousness blob to expand outwards, I noticed fear arising.  As I moved further away from where I ascertained my physical body lay, the fear increased accompanied by the alert sensation of a presence.  In terms of synesthesia, it was a glowing word of "presence" that would appear in the space, with the tingle of fear.  As I pulled my focal of consciousness closer to central point, fear subsided(as did the word).  I played around in moving my awareness around, testing the boundaries of fear, how did it feel, where did it arise.  I felt a presence, but I couldn't tell if it was me being aware of my body; or my body alerting me of my consciousness(Like a feedback loop).  I lacked a particular amount of discernment in figuring out the cause as well as solution.  I twiddled my non-existant thumbs for a bit then just hopped back into my body and began to dream.

How does one transcendence the fear boundary?  Tips/suggestions? Thanks!
I'm tired of this hostile environment, and aggressive, dogmatic moderation.  I'm taking my 40+years of OBE experience to a forum, where those who can and do project at will can further explore without the imposed limitations spurred from ignorance. Peace.

Szaxx

You as a point of consciousness will notice the sleeping body as a presence. It's connected to you as it is your alpha state and this can induce fear. It's normal, just know this presence as your physical vehicle and there's nothing to fear.
When you're in this floaty space you can create a scene and it should form before you once you master how it works. Join in the action within the scene and enjoy the experience.
It'll take a little practice but you'll get the hang of it quickly.
There's far more where the eye can't see.
Close your eyes and open your mind.