Confusing experience - was it, or was it not?

[Andali27]

I decided to bite the bullet and post something that happened that confused the hell out of me.

For a while, I haven't done anything within this whole AP/phasing scheme of things (though I probably should have).  I've been busy with school and have been having too many late nights.

Recently, I've been stressed out about school and work and due dates (the whole final year of secondary school thing).  I went to stay the night at a friend's house for her B'day the next day and just as we were trying to get to sleep, I had a 'stress attack' if that's what you want to call it, more closely a panic attack maybe because I felt I 'just had to leave' (NOTE: nothing before sleeping could be associated with the cause of this and I'm sure watching The Pacifier, wouldn't count).  It's never happened before.  Anyway, I SMSed my mum and got her to come and pick me up around 12:30, just after midnight.  I calmed down enough when I got home to go to sleep but had a strange dream on waking that morning.

I dreamt that I was still sleeping at my friend's house, where I had been before I left, in the same place.  I dreamt that she walked past where I was lying down.  I could see her, tried to say something but found I couldn't move and felt paralysed.  It was similar in feel to AP experiences and I was wondering if I was actually 'there' but not, at the same time, if that makes sense.

Then, I had a bunch of odd dreams and whatever and this morning, recall I was dreaming of flying up and down over my bed in the dark.  I kept going up, then down, pulling up short of the floor.  This repeated until I had a weird dream about ascending several floors in this massive building to go to this sort of 'party' thing but there was some 'person' there whom grabbed me and we jumped out the window but I wasn't afraid.  Me and another person then started throwing whatever we could find at these other two people because somehow, throwing things at them from 'this realm' would affect their stability in our reality.  Finally, they faded from sight.

I came to the conclusion a while ago that if you start (AP/phasing), and get a positive experience, then stop, things keep happening even when you're not trying.

I think that's what happened here.  I could have been dreaming, then not, but the flying thing was rather lucid and all my dreams have taken on startling realism since attempting things like phasing.

This is a long post, I know; anything anyone can say to 'lighten' me on these experiences, please post because I'm happy to hear anything.

Thanks in advance

Andali

[Andali27]

no one knows or no one feels like answering?  

[Telos]

no one knows or no one feels like answering?  :shock:

Don't look so surprised. It's only been a day!

I came to the conclusion a while ago that if you start (AP/phasing), and get a positive experience, then stop, things keep happening even when you're not trying.

Yes, I'd say that's an accurate assessment, and very keen of you to note that. Why I was just telling catmeow in the Lottery thread something similar. But you make an excellent point that, after a positive experience, things usually happen again even when you're not trying.

It's something we should be aware of, so that we are not so surprised when it happens, and expect it naturally.