two experiences

[Trepkos]

Two days ago i had an interesting experience.

I went to bed with the intention to project. I used the method of ignoring the urges to move while lying on my back. After the images that came in my mind i found myself lying in another room. I heard the voice of my stepfather asking something in an agitated way to my brother somewhere on the outside of this room. Then i saw the image (like a ghost on fire) of my brother and his friend while still lying in this same room. I heard the friend of my brother saying (with an echo): "Do you still have it?" I immediately thought: "They are smoking a joint". Then i saw the black sky and stars and found myself flying at high speed towards a constellation. While this was happening, i still had the impression that i was still in my body. It was like a part of me projected, and another not. While flying towards this constellation i had the impression that it was all made up in my mind. I had the feeling that it was like a computer simulation. I did not reach the star where i wanted to be, instead i slowed down and flew to another star in another constellation which was closer. Upon entering this star, i felt a shift in dimension and i found myself in a disney environment. I saw goofy and mickey mouse in 2D. Then i woke up in my bedroom.

I still don't know what to think of all this. During the whole experience, i had the feeling of amazement. I didn't consciously choose to go to this disney environment. I just found myself flying towards a star. In all my OBEs i always fly to the stars. Maybe this is because i integrated the term "astral" which means "relating to the stars".

In another experience, which occured a week ago, i found myself flying in the night. I was fully conscious and decided to fly to a constellation. I looked up and saw stars forming a bow. I had the impression this was the saggitarius constellation but i may be wrong. As i moved upward, i found myself accelerating towards these stars. The stars became brighter and colorized. I realized i was getting closer. Suddenly two enormous beings appeared next to this constellation. One had the form of an enormous grey and the other had a square shaped head. They started shooting at me with some kind of weapon, but i saw no projectiles of some sort. When they started shooting, i unconsciouly mimicked the action of the grey and after this i woke up in bed.

With this experience, i concluded that the star system was guarded. I can't explain the mimicking action though. Maybe i wasn't ready to visit the system, i don't know.