So I was having whack dreams this morning about god knows what and I realised I'm dreaming, (I'm having a thing right now where either I'm realising I'm dreaming or It's just a part of the dream where I say I realise it but I actually don't, HA) and after I "realised" I was still dreaming and half aware of my body, but my brain was in gear, I knew it was early morning and that I could attempt to project.
Well, what a swirly confusing mess that was. I could feel parts of my body rising up, swirling around me and then going back into my body and it seemes to happen for ages, I could feel certain limbs separating and then would come back down, it was all feeling, nothing visual apart from swirly blackness (I'm using that word a lot but it's really working for me) and then after a while I got ticked off and rolled over.
Yay for getting closer though, but I do wonder what's holding me back. I realise It's a part of me holding me back but can't figure it out...as in this state this morning I went from noticing what was happening to actively trying to get out and vice versa and neither worked.
Blah. But cool. But mostly blah coz I'm angry today.
I've found sometimes that I also, "get ticked off" while laying in bed in the early morning looking in the blackness, usually accompanied with vibrations and I decide to roll over because the feeling is there, but I just can't get all the way out. After rolling over I realize how close I was and I probably should have just kept trying, but oh well.
So next time, stay calm and keep going because you're almost there