Dark hands

[Tibor]

I thought I would share my concluded experience of dealing with a repeat entity that accompanied my astral projection experiences.  I know negative, or perceived negative, entities can be a problem for anyone, but especially beginners.  It is a longish story but worth the read I feel.

Years ago I was lying on my back taking a nap.  I felt the vibrations roar over me and I began to slowly exit.  But when I did, I was in the void.  The void to me feels like being in a black lake.  No matter where I go there is ever more darkness.  I would sometimes see some brief hallucinations there, but nothing of substance.

I began to fly upward to go "somewhere," but a hand grabbed my hand and held me.  I do not remember my first reaction, but this happened consistently for months.  I began to fear the vibrational state for this reason. 

I would feel the vibrations, and sure enough, the gentle but firm hand would hold mine.  If I pulled away it held tight, if I relaxed it persisted gently to hold mine.

Has your hand ever fallen asleep and then you shook your own hand with the other?  It is an odd sensation, and exactly the same I felt with this "thing."  It was determined to cling to me, but seemed to have no body, no mind, and would not answer when I called to it.

I tried everything.  "Show your true self."  "Leave me be please."  "I command you to go."  "What do you want?"  Nothing.  Just the hand, always there. 

I tried ignoring it (as is the standard advice for negative entities), but eventually I would become unnerved by it's eery feeling. It would not leave, and it was always there, waiting for me to project.

Finally, I fought it in frustration and anger.  To be trapped by something waiting for you for months, it became too much.  I struggled but it held tighter, like a chinese finger trap.  I lashed out at it with hate and heavy, weak astral limbs.  It hissed at me and bit me on the neck.  I woke up in shock.

At this point my theory was that I was on a low vibrational frequency, and thus projecting into a low frequency realm, where this neutral energy creature would latch onto me. 

I continued to struggle in my projections, the harder I tried to fly away, sometimes the more hands would grab on to hold me. 

I asked my therapist about this, as he is familiar with this kind of thing.  He suggested that the entity was myself, holding on to me in fear.  This made sense but was a bold claim. 

I filled my heart with love in meditation.  The next time I projected I was filled with this universal love.  I was lying on my back facing upward into the darkness of the void as always, and the shadow hand grabbed my ankle loosely and numbly. Instead of fighting, I embraced the entity with my whole heart, seeking to join the two of us as one.  I felt sadness and compassion for this entity, and suddenly a tremendous warm orangeish light pierced the darkness above and shone on me.  I was being lifted upward heavily and slowly.   So softly yet steadily rising.  The hand clung tightly, so tightly, and in my heart I did not wish to repel it, as in my trance I was sympathetic and accepting. 

I felt the hand slowly slip as it's grip slid down my ankle to my foot to my toes, until nothing.  I continued to rise until I breached an energy wall, and from there I drifted as if in orbit until I woke up in an ecstatic mood.

I have not felt the hands since then, years ago. 

[Xanth]

Hiya Tibor

I asked my therapist about this, as he is familiar with this kind of thing.  He suggested that the entity was myself, holding on to me in fear.  This made sense but was a bold claim. 

Actually, that would be my suggestion to you as well. 
It could be figuratively OR literally.  Your physical body could be moving around and your hand could be landing in an area that you are perceiving.

[Pauli2]

Apparently sending PUL works on dark hands too.

It's almost like a variation of the Dweller on the threshold.