Guys I need major help

[Tom]

Excess energy should be placed in the sub-navel storage center. Chi kung can help you balance and transform your energy. Grounding sounds like it might be very helpful. Exposure to nature if you can get it is always good.

[ralphm]

In your case I would definately do NEW to the storage areas, not the chakras and wait and see what it does to your energy.What came to mind while reading your post is an attack by negatives, it is hard to believe that what you did would cause such a reaction unless some entities do not want you to change. Did you feel any low level anxiety before the event?

[Arie]

Ralph I really don't remember if I felt any low level anxiety before the energy went into my head.  But now that you put that thought into my mind about the negative entities....I really think your right!  I just never thought about it.  I remember the week before I went into the hospital these thoughts of suicide popped into my head almost like someone planted them there.  It felt like they weren't even my thoughts.   How do I combat this?  What can I do?  I feel like when I go off my medication these entities are going to attack me but how do I defend myself.  I really should of bought robert bruces new book.  I saw it in the bookshelves but I didn't think I needed it.  Geez.       Tom...... I've been trying to move the energy down to my sub navel but it won't go.  I use my imaginary hands to try to move it.....well......i think some of it goes down.....but most of it stays in my head.  What do you think?

ps- Tom I think I'm going to walk around bare foot in my front yard absorbing the energy. I'll also do the gounding.

Thanks guys

Arie

[Tracy]

Try using your power of suggestion, see and feel the energy manefesting as fear and anxiety changing from grey yucky stuff to sparkly white and pure energy or any soothing color you like.  Really feel the change.  Feel how content and warm it makes you feel inside.  This and the suggestions from Tom and ralphm would be a good start.

If your worried about negs, use good positive  shield.

If you feel like you have blocked chakras, I found a wonderful book on chakra clearing.

"The ABC's of Chakra Therapy"  by Deedre Diemer  She even has a test inside to find out which chakras are blocked.

I wish you healing thoughts!

Tracy




"Man shall never reach his full capacity while chained to the earth.  We
> must take wing and conquer the heavens."--

[Tom]

Crossing running water, crossing fire, and crossing salt are all in PPSD. There is also an "egg decoy" method which looks nice. There are articles online if you want to read them while waiting to order a copy.

[alpha]

hey I can relate,Ive had anxiety problems practically most my life.And still do now.Yup it is  concentrated fear.Relating to your past.It just doesnt happen in one day.It takes years to build up to the point where it effects your daily life.I guess you could say its energy related.Everything is...http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile.gif" border=0>

What were you thinking about doing to change your life?You may be able to find the reason why it got worst?

I dont really know you well.Just take what I say with a grain of salt.You have to pinpoint what exactly you are afraid of,which is not an easy thing to do.It may be more than one thing.You also  have to learn to pay very close attention to what you are thinking.

It may take a very long time to learn how to do this.But it can be done to the point where not one thought will ever get by.Its usually a thought that triggers anxiety.A negative one,If more follow it can lead all the way up to an anxiety attack.It sounds like that is what you experienced.Im almost certain.

Meditation will help alot to gain control of your thoughts.If you have more questions you can pm me anytime.Ive took all kinds of medication too.It didnt really help much.And like you said they also made me feel like total crap,so I gave them up.

As for negs,what kind of people do you hang around?If someone is venting all kinds of bad emotion around me.It may set it off sometimes.It may be different for you.I dont know.All I have to go on is my own experiences.Shielding has helped me with this.

And also just not caring about other peoples crap helps.Maybe thats a bad choice of words.I do care,but I know  that there is very little I can do for them.If anything at all.

Im always trying to look deeper inside myself.Looking for that fear of all fears. I just know one day this will all be over.The doctors may have already told you that you will have to take pills for the rest of your life.

Dont let them tell you that!
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"your divine awareness awakens all the love in your being.Hating and  fearing forsaken,gone are the guilt and the blame.Your soul forgives,your divinity lives"
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[alpha]

Something I forgot to mention.You should ween yourself off  the medication.If you dont and just stop them.You can get really bad withdrawls.I did and it was like hell.I was not even taking them too long either.

Its up too you if you want to go through with it.But I just thought I would warn you.Your anxiety may get very bad.Along with other symptoms.If I remember correctly,I was pretty messed for 3 to 4 weeks.

The time frame depends on the meds and dosage, I guess.Well good luck to ya and I hope you get on top of it.
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"your divine awareness awakens all the love in your being.Hating and  fearing forsaken,gone are the guilt and the blame.Your soul forgives,your divinity lives"
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[Giulia]

My feeling, Arie, is that you seem pretty familiar with the concept of moving energy around and hence NOT TOO FAR from the opportunity of controlling it for positive purposes.

Energy in itself, is neither negative nor positive. It does become negative when it gets stuck or blocked for one reason or the other. You appear to have read a lot on the subject, and also to have practiced a lot, but you also need to take into account how young you are, and it is quite usual for young people to get easily excited or influenced, to want to achieve goals much more quickly than possible etc.

I personally do not view your situation in negative terms at all. Your feeling of nausea for the medications may simply be your body sending out a message that it is time to withdraw, gradually of course, as Alpha wisely suggested.

YOU WILL NOT ATTRACT OR BE INFLUENCED BY NEGATIVE ENERGIES UNLESS YOU ARE WILLING TO/EXPECTING NEGATIVE ENERGY TO INFLUENCE YOU.

This past year seems to show that great changes are taking place in your life, maybe too quickly, and becoming aware of what your fears and anxieties are caused by is indeed part of the process, as already suggested to you by other readers.

I suggested your attempted to contact B. Brennan, because she specializes in energy-related therapy, and may actually positively re-direct the powerful skills you already prove to have.

But what I wish to stress most is:

- Be aware of the powerful energies you experience and how learning to control them will radically change your life for the better;
- Be aware of the fact that NO NEGATIVE energy can affect you unless you allow it;
- Be aware that you will in time need to transfer great part of this energy into social relations, helping other people and mastering a career;
- Do not be in a hurry to have an OOBE until you have worked through the problem/fear/anxiety which has originated these last year's experiences, as what you are experiencing in the physical may manifest even more strongly on the astral level.

That's my advice.

Ciao


Giulia

[Arie]

Thanks everyone for your advice!  Giulia...I tried to find B. Brennan on the members list but she's not there.  Do you think you could give me her e-mail address?

Thanks everyone again....I very much appreciate it!

[Giulia]

Arie, I suggest you send an e-mail similar to the one starting this thred, describing exactly the events taking place since you read the Tony Robbins book, to bbsh.office@barbarabrennan.com, asking for advice as to healing services nearby to where you live. Full details are as follows:

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Ciao

Giulia

[Arie]

Guys and gals.....I have this major problem.  I'll give you some background history first.  This all started about a year ago when I was reading a tony robbins book.  The chapter I was reading was about decisions.  I made a decision that I'm going to change my life. Something along those lines.....and when I was in deep concentration I noticed this energy shoot up into my head.  I could actually move it around.  I could even let some of this energy out....and it manifested as FEAR.  Intense fear.  So my assumption is that this is a fear complex (psychology term I know)  composed of energy.  The day after that I got fearful about everything.  I had intense anxiety about death etc. Another interesting experience occured later.  I could actually move this energy down my body and when I did this I experienced intense fear not fear more like TERROR.  My body would shake when this would happen.  I thought If I just let go and let the emotion out of my body I would be free of this complex.  When this happened after I let it out my body would start tingling full of energy.  This is like good energy!  I call it mana.  I knew it was good because I felt really empowered. But then it began to wear off and the energy started to build up again in my head and I would feel intense anxiety off and on.  Lo and behold....about a week later I was put into a psych ward where they shot me up with anti anxiety medication and anti psychotic meds.  I REALLY did not want to go....but my mom persuaded me to go. You know how mothers are. By the way I am still living with my parents. I'm 20 years old.  The reason I'm writing to you guys is that I'm sick and tired of these crappy medications and I want to heal myself. I get nausea everyday from my meds.  Well I haven't taken my evening medication....and I don't know whats going to happen because I'm not going to take tomorrows either.  I might feel again intense anxiety from this "fear complex" in my head.  My question to you guys and gals is what should I do with the energy in my head?  It must be a blocked crown chakra or something right?  Should I stimulate it with NEW?  SHould I try to stimulate my third eye with NEW?  I don't know what to do! In AD it says that I should actively stimulate all the secondary centers for three months before I stimulate the primary chakras?  What do you guys think?  I'm kind of desperate because I know soon I'm gonna start feeling intense anxiety and fear?  I just want to get rid of this damn complex!!!  Or do you think I could convert it into positive energy? How do I do that?  Comments suggestions? Thanks alot!!!  


Arie