Exploring the 3d blackness.

[DiViNE]

WOW, interesting experience!

I have no idea where you were, but if I had to take a guess i'd say you were APing at a low level with wandering souls\ghost entities.


Interested on hearing what others have to say!



-=DiViNE=- [8D]

[mustard]

Cool, sure wish I had that kind of dream.[] Was it a clean lucid dream where you felt completely in controll(of your movement and yourself) ,not like a normal dream where it's unexpected, fast and confusing , all sorths of emotions.....if it
seemed real and without anything spontanious>(like all of a sudden being somewhere else)< happening , well you said somethig about sleep paralysis, so my guess an astral relam mixed with different dreams from other people, but you were outside seeing what was happening
and that gave you controll to move around and see other people's( who are spirtualy involved) dreams."Otside the box",but watching a show going on from, in the astral relam. But then you mentioned something
about interacting with them, do you remember their reactions?[|)]

[holy reality]

Okay, last night I was having some okay LD's that I sooner or later ended up waking up from... I'd get awareness of my body and get paralyzed in the dream and would have like a split body/dream awareness and was struggling to focus my sensees on the dream... but I kept going in and out of the blackness and in and out of trance/dream.

Well after a while I couldn't seem to get back into the dream... but I found that I was staring into blackness... unsure of whether I was paralyzed I made a strange motion with my hands and it seemed that I was moving in the blackness rather than in bed...

So I started exploring... it was very odd... it felt like a zero g environment yet I wasn't sure how to direct where I was floating... as I wandered around I became aware of hundreds upon hundreds of spirits/people around me... most of them black or dark, some a kind of dim orange..... I looked at myself... it was odd... if you've ever seen Tool's Parabola video, at the end when the guy activates his charkas and starts glowing... that's kind of what I looked like...

But it looked very crude and unreal.. flat... empty... pixelated maybe... or ... flickering... but it didn't seem "solid" or "tangible" really... but I was predominantly blue and a pretty kind of magenta... I couldn't see my charkas and didn't really know where to look, as a sense of body wasn't too dominant and I felt somewhat like I was formless, yet at the same time human.

I... just flew around... there were these "vortexes" that were kind of made up of the floating inner eye type visuals (only grey/black) that would open up and I would see people go into them..... I tried to follow but could not get to them easily and they would keep opening/closing in different places...

I think I tried to interact with the people... I don't remember what I did but I tried talking to a few, most's auras were so ugly looking though that I wasn't too eager to speak with them... one took me by the hand and wanted to take me somewhere... I almost went with him but I noticed he was very black/grey and said "no"... he then disappeared.

I'm not sure how long I stayed in here but I tried to fly "up" as far as I could go, with little to no effect in my environment... I remember seeing stars and flying up, and then INTO them (kind of painful) but they never changed size.

At one point I found myself on the "bottom" and there was this kind of pale pinkish red martian looking ground... with a few abstract kind of  unreal looking structures... it was very cartoon like in nature, yet felt real and 3D.

I wasn't sure where this was, but I was operating on the assumption that up = good, down=bad... and that this was hell/the lower planes.. so I became a slight bit nervous and flew up as far away as I could... there were things down there... I'm not sure if I'd call them people... just some sort of "spirits" if you will...

I don't know what exactly happened to me, I think I stayed in there looking for some sort of portal to a higher realm until I ended back n body.. I recall asking for higher life forms to help take me somewhere cool.. nothing happened.

When I became aware of body again I still wasn't sure if I was paralyzed and the blackness look semi3d... so... I started waving my "arms" in it again and I went "into" it again but it felt... very 2d, as if I were remote viewing possibly... I reached out to try to touch one of the floating visuals and it felt like I had touched a screen... then it occurred to me "I'M TOUCHING THE INSIDE OF MY EYELID!" well I immediately stopped and wasn't sure if I had just done that or not.. but I felt a discomfort/pain in my eye, kind of a teary dryness type of thing.. and this broke whatever form of trance I was in a bit and I kind of half-rolled over and then lost control and went into a semi-lucid dream.

It was very weird/interesting....

Does anyone have any thoughts on where exactly I could have been and why I saw so many people in it? I don't know if they were figments of the mind or not... there were so many of them and I'm not sure I ever had any expectation of there being a sort of "soul pool" in the blackness, so... if it was created by the subconscious I'm not quite sure where it got the idea from.

Kind of reminded me of the hercules cartoon when they are in hades though and all those souls are floating around, just much more pale and neutral.

I can't help but wonder if it was a collective dream pool.....?

All I know is that blackness is very interesting and I want to explore it more, but I'm not really sure how to voluntarily get there.