I really need help :/

[modbarq]

Hello guys,
So something strange is happening to me, today when I woke up, I woke up but my body wasn't awake
And I haven't got sleep paralysis I was In something very close to reality I even didn't thought my body was
sleeping, I was kinda able to move but I don't know why I didn't stand up, I knew it wasn't real,
cause my reflection on the mirror was very weird, after that I felt so sleepy, I didn't want to close my eyes
my eyes was closing and I was trying to open them, then after that a black weird thing attacked me
and I woke up, when I woke up i was super sleepy, I slept Again!!, and I went through the same
I was in bed and semi sleep paralysis, something attack me and I woke up, and I was too sleepy so
I did sleep again for the 3rd time, this time I wanted to wake up and leave the bed, I was semi able to move
There was that black weird thing again, But he didn't attack me, I screamed hey you!, but my scream came
out of my mouth after several seconds, I trapped out of my body for few minutes until I felt sleepy and I woke
up i took my phone and I played high music and i did stand up so I wont sleep again.
And it's not the only time!! it happen to me often every week.

Sorry for making this long, But I really don't understand this
and it's very annoying

[Xanth]

I don't understand what you need help with.

You projected.    Congrats.

[Bluefirephoenix]

It's a thoughtform or shadow. It's generated by your mind. Basically in astral all your fears desires and thoughts can become spirits of a sort. Most so called attacks are from this sort of thing. I've had some pretty intense experiences before I learned some control The shadow being a part of you also wants to return to you and it maybe a part of you that you do not want to deal with or deny hence the conflict. It is a conflict within yourself, possibly relating to projection itself. Even your room that your in is a reflection of what's in your mind rather than what is actually there.

[modbarq]

First Off I apologize for late replay, I had no internet

@Xanth
Wow I was wondering what it was It wasn't dream and it wasn't sleep paralysis
I did astral several times like this I just wake up, feel to sleepy and feel my self going out of my
body but this time I don't feel anything it went so fast I just close my eyes and wake
up in the same room, it was kinda strange,
I need now to learn how to control this or move away, cause It's kinda hard to move
while i'm out of my body.

[modbarq]

And @Bluefirephoenix
Thanks for the explanation, you are right
It's something like big shadow trying to get into
me and when it get into me I wake up
But does it mean something ? or
it's only something generated by mind ?

[Bluefirephoenix]

It's generated by your mind and it represents thoughts and ideas... it maybe a strong emotion or strong belief .... it can be anything. Your intuition here comes in handy.