Fear and feeling sick

[Phil Bond]

First off a big HI to everyone on these forums,

I have a problem:

For years i used to faint a lot, mainly from the age of 8 till 22. I am now 27 and found that it has only happened on a handfull of occaisions. I found it would happen a lot when i was an serving as alter boy in church, (i am christened catholic, but i do not follow the faith anymore) or whilst doing my coursework etc for uni. I did theoretical physics and found that i would concentrate so much on visualising how an equation would work that i would wake up on the floor.
Sometime last year i stumbled across astral projection and was/still very intrigued by it. So i started to read up on the techniques to achieve an OBE. The very first time i tried i silently freaked out because i believed i had made myself faint, which i associate as a bad thing at the time. So feeling very slow and awkward, almost like the tiredness i feel when im sick from a severe cold or flu symptons, i crawled to the bathroom. I made sure that i didnt put the light on incase it freaked me out further (thinking about it afterwards i find it strange that i would think that switching on the bathroom light would highten this freakiness. Anyways, after sitting with my head over the toilet basin for about 5 mins i crawled back to my bedroom, only to awake in my bed before i even got back into it. So there you go, i had indeed projected out of my body.

So the next night feeling all excited about doing it again, i get in my bed concentrate and after like 5 mins i start leaving my body, but like the night before i felt really ill. I cannot bare all the feelings off projecting as i feel i have for years felt those symptons and thought "oh no im gonna faint this aint good". The sick feeling is so bad that i actually have to go the toilet incase i am sick. Also on some occasions i have woken to find i have wet myself.
The wierd thing is i read that it normally takes people alot longer than 5 mins, so im wondering if its because its so quick that the feelings feel intensified? Problem beiing is i cant make it go slower, in fact i could probably induce it in less than a minute it i had a lil practice and it didnt hurt so much.
Another problem arose from this too. I found myself having lots of sleepless nights after the first week of reading, as i would find myself automatically going to astral project without me wanting too, so id have to wake myself up to get rid of those vibrations and high pitched noise. This meant that i had to completely stop trying, reading or thinking about OBE's, resulting in good night sleeps again, although it took about 8 weeks to get back to normal. So my delimna is i find it very easy to induce, i hate the feelings and sickness, and i cant read about it etc because it makes my head automtically induce it when im trying to fall asleep. Has anybody got any ideas or tips for me?

[heinrich1858]

Have u seen a docter about the fainting? I think you should. As for the projection symptoms . U should do energy work before projecting.

I have pdf books about AP I could send to you if u pm me . Alternatively search google for "New energy ways"

The simplest method to gain Energy before AP is to imagine a white light of energy flowing into each chakra (one at a time) while breathing rhythmically and deeply and with each inhalation imagining that the energy is entering through your legs and flowing to each chakra in the body.

I envy u . To AP for me is very difficult. When I do get out I feel like you without power , but I am stuck to the grount and cannot move. It does not make me sick though.

[Phil Bond]

thanks i'll look that up.

I have been to the doctor, got sent for blood test etc, they dont knoww what it is. Also i have never actually vomited, i just feel like i might. Bit like after a day on the rollercoasters, just a bit more extreme, prob just like the peeps who turn white after 10 hrs on the motorway.