ALMOST OUT BUT HELP!

[milk]

Alrite, well I normally practice meditation and trying to project right when I get home from school, but I've stopped doing that because recently, since i've been so tired, everytime i try to project, i just fall asleep. I start seeing all this random imaging, then maybe some noises, then I just drift into sleep, wake up 2 hours later, and in frustration, realized what happened. So, because of this, I thought that trying to project at a different time, might have a different affect. I have never tried projecting right before I go to bed, because I have heard it is bad to project around your bedtime, because you will just fall asleep. Well, this thought is what helped me. Because I didn't really care whether I projected or not, and because I would go to sleep either way, I decieded just to lay in my bed, and try. I usually try on my couch, but I thought trying in a different spot might help too. So, I  climbed up my ladder (it's a loft bed) and layed down in my bed. I put the covers over me, stretched a little, then started concentrating on relaxing every part of my body from my toes to my head. When I can't feel my hands anymore, and they feel like they are drifting up, this is when I know that I am physicaly relaxed, and I can now start to concentrate on my mental concentration. I usually see random shapes and colors float by under my eye lids, or slowly take shape of a scene, or something weird like that. It's always random. Then, this is where it gets weird. I usually start to feel a rocking sensation, like I'm rocking back and forth, and my bed is moving. What should I do when this happens? This time, I just waited it out, and felt my concentration move deeper. By now, I'm not really thinking of anything, just on feeling energy. Now, I don't get vibes often, so when they come, I treat each time as a blessing. My vibes come in waves (is this normal) like, the first wave will last for like 10 seconds. It feels like it's pulsating through my body, the tingles I mean. It feels like they are going up and down, up and down, continiously puslating through my body. The first set of waves was kind of weak, and they lasted like I said for about 10 seconds. I waited another few minutes, before the second wave came in, this wave lasted about 30 seconds, and was more intense. When it hits me, it felt more of like shock, and everything started to slow down a little bit, time seemed to almost slow down. Then this wave died down, and i waited a few minutes, then the third and final wave hit. This wave lasted for about a minute, and this time it was really intense. Imediatly that slowing down feeling that i described happened like 10 times more intensly, everything seemed to go really slow, and I got really flush and warm. A huge rush of adreneline shot through my body, and I could feel and hear my heart pounding, and the blood pumping through, but almost in a distant way. It felt like I was sinking into some sort of cacoon, like there was an outer shell almost. I think this was like, my physical body was acting as a shell. The vibes died down, and it felt like I had just ran sprints or something. I was exausted, so I thought I'd just try again tomorrow and went to sleep. Ok, so my question is, how close was I to projecting? Is there any tips you guys could give me on anything that I described??? Anything at all will help! Or even any comments, just anything is appreciated. Thanks guys for listening, and happy travels!

tony

[upstream]

If you feel yourself rocking let this sensation build further in a permissive manner. Do not try to interfere with the rhythm. Feeling the vibes coming in waves is perfectly normal, it has physiological reasons. When they strong enough picture yourself inside a little horizontal tornado that encompasses your entire body. It sucks out tension and smooths out the vibrations.