So most of the time i am awake in my life.. when i am really awake and when i am sleeping. when i sleep it is always very lucid or ob,ap ect.. i can do it all. here is my question/story... 3 nights ago i was in a town, it looked old.. there were some people there walking around and what not. all of asudden they ran inside and told me to fallow, i asked y and they said he will suck you up and eat you.. well me not being new to very lucid dreams/obe/ap experiences i stayed outside. it was like a tornado was tearing the place apart. it tried to pick me up but i grounded myself as there or always things trying to pic me up and take me or throw me around.. as it couldn't pull me towards him, i heard a voice in my head that said come to the west part of the town i would like to meet you.. so i went west and saw a very tall big building, with only a window at the top. I tried to jump up to it but was still to grounded, i hit the ground, laughed and told myself to just get the hell up there. jumped again and came through the window. the thing causing the disturbance was what looked like a bear to me. looked like that probly cuz i couldn't comprehend how it needed to look. anyway i am good with magic and have my own set of swords when i fight, and that is what we did... I couldn't kill him so i pushed him into a big safe like one in a bank, and locked him in. it was a very long fight and took everything i had to just lock him up. he tried to get out, he even bent the thick door. i then woke up... last night when i was lucid dreaming i had to help some people and i didn't have the energy to do so, i couldn't do any magic or summon my swords... i had to steal some energy to beat them.. And in that dream i told myself that i used up to much energy in my last fight with the bear... normally i wouldn't think like that or even remember it. i don't like to cloud my mine with keeping memories of things i have done in my dreams or oobs/aps.
so here is my questions... did i really use up to much energy ,cuz i didn't think that would be possible and my body didn't have enough time in-between experiences to tap into more to beat them and if i stole energy did i really steal it from a real aper that was just in the way at the time.. or did i steal it from my subconscious .. just been thinking about it a lot.. also is it natural to always be fighting something. Seems anytime i Lucid dream i am always helping someone fight something or i am alone fighting something.. It's not just that I lucid dream and I am already fighting something. Most of the time there is some kind of direction from something leading me to what I have to fight. Like im being tested or being told subconcesly that I need to fulfill hits out on things in that part of the world and I have fought many different monsters/humanoid things some aliens..... all the time its getting kind of old but I do enjoy it. And I know it could be me just dreaming but it seems more than just that. I have spoken with a high level ghost/ entity or what have you. And I did my frist hit as I would call it for him, so maby he telling me to do it. Idk o well just a story and could use some input.. or not input it doesn't matter just felt like talking about some of the stuff I do. Sorry that it is so long
You're like an astral mafia hitman lol. I don't think this is normal, but what is in the non-physical? If you want a change of pace maybe you can try investigating the reason you're in this position. Ask why you need to fight. If you're met with an 'opponent' try communicating with it or sending it positive energy. This may be a problem (pychological or spiritual) that'll keep manifesting until you find the proper resolution.
Also, if consciousness is infinite energy is also infinite. I believe you can just take what you need from the environment if you're depleted. Doing energy work before projecting helps as well.
download and read 'frank's posts'. it is all of frank kepple's posts from this board -compiled by xanth. it is somewhere here on this site. anyway, frank spent 5 years slaying dragons, etc. but it was after those years that he progressed into what he deemed as useful experiences. he felt the fighting was a waste of time, IIRC.
i do take energy from my enviroment that helps alot.. i would talk to the things i am fighting but they seem to be bad guys for the most part.. and they dont want to talk. i have never sent them positive energy though that might help i will try that... thanx for the posts.. if anytyhing it makes for some good stories
You play games like "Oblivion". I can see your words like "Magic" or "summon swords" are common in Oblivion game. If I'm correct
don't think about the game you just played when you go to bed or meditating. It can lead you unpleasant experience.
been going on a long time.. and what is oblivion... i play lots of cod online... call of duty is the best love it.. also what is going on is not unplesent, it is fun.. but getting old..
Bingo,
i knew it, COD game influenced your dreaming. That's what happens. Your mind is in to that game and when you have lucid dreaming then the action game manifests in a different form. It happened to me one time. the solution is don't' play any action games 6hrs prior to bed or attempting any oobe and lucid dreaming.
Oblivion is an RPG (Role-Playing Game) and is a fantasy game, with mythical creatures, and with swords and bows and magic
i think i am going to dissagreee with you on this one. but i will try it.