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[SmileySpirit14]

hi paulusz! first of all, your not going insane! no ones INsane....just different[] anyway, those are some awesome experiences. the buzzing and tapping noises in your head are perfectly normal for OBEs. no need to fear them.
sounds to me you have spirits in your house...why are you scared of them? theyre just like regular ppl without bodies. theyre very interesting to watch and listen to because its fun to hear their point of view and where they came from. dont let them know ur scared of them because they will try to have fun with u(in mischievious ways)
it is very possible entities put thoughts in your heads. i had a crazy lucid dream about how i put the world in armagedon and had 1000 hours to live, and half the world was run by barbies! i dont know if that had anything to do with entities(probably not) but theyre probably just weird dreams...but yes, i have had entities put stuff in my head...
dont worry. fear is like the only emotion that can weaken you physically and mentally........Peace and good luck

[manuel]

I have experienced similar ufo type happenings in dream states, one was when I attempted to project, but I had a very vivid and clear dream of standing outside, I look skywards and see a silver metallic disc flying in circles around my home, it was making a mechanical whirring sound, it would circle around my home making orbits, and on each orbit it would get closer, on its 3rd orbit it came over my house, and I wont forget it, the disc was the size of a home, it looked like 2 plates placed together face upwards, I large white light shone down on me, and I just knew they got me at this time, I look upwards and I see my self being drawn very rapidly towards the craft and light, the light had a almost hypnotic effect on me, my vision then faded out and I felt a buzzing sensation on the base of my head, I awake in sleep paralysis, nothing out of the ordinary is in my room, how ever the buzzing sensation lasted a few seconds and faded, its a astral buzzing sensation as I am familiar with it, maybe my experience may help you as you may not be alone in this, the best advice I can give is to get a Real shaman to do some work on you and your home.

All the best

[holy reality]

quote:Originally posted by MajorTom

quote:Originally posted by Paulusz

...and I started jumping up waving saying take me...

I think that quote is pretty significant.

There are basically two attitudes that you can take towards these experiences. One, as a victim that has no say in the matter and being tossed around by unknown negative forces, or two, as  person who evidently set something into in motion and is ready for an adventure of some kind.

Our subconscious can sometimes make powerful descisions with great impact on our experiences. Then it may feel like "you" has nothing to with it, but it may be merely a matter of attitude and having to reclaim your original intent.

I'm sorry if I come across too strong, and I'm sure you're going through something, but there might be a great opportunity here, which would be a shame to waste with fear of exploring new possibilities...whatever they may be.

All the best,
MajorTom

He's absolutely right.

"A couple nights before the almost OBE I was the only one home and I like to leave the kitchen light on at the end of the hallway because it makes me feel safer. Please note I am very afraid of ghosts and the unknown."

Did all of this stuff that makes you think you are haunted happen AFTER you started reading these forums?

You do realize NOTHING is ultimately true, we're just a bunch of people spouting off our opinions like they are facts (often times) but I will tell you that EVEN if there are spirits hassling you... guess what, they haven't killed you, have they?

So either:
a) they dont' want you dead
b) they can't kill you

so stop worrying about it... seriously.

Just simply reading some of these peoples wild stories about aliens and negs will MAKE YOU HAVE THOSE EXPERIENCES.... just like watching a horror movie will give you similar nightmares based upon the movies plot.

What I'm saying, is it's all in your head so approach it openly and don't get freaked out when weird stuff happens. If it is real, so what? You're still alive, so are all of the peopel that regularly have these so called encounters... so I'd take that as a reassuring sign to try and openly explore these encounters and analyze them and REALLY TEST THE HELL OUT OF THEM to determine if they are in fact "real" or not.

If you ever see a spirit/neg/alien in an OBE, talk to it, try to ask it questions that you don't know the answers to... try to force it to answer based upon your expectations.... if it isn't real it's easy enough to tell, you can make it do/say whatever the hell you want with a little bit of focus and calm

By the very nature of your mind if I told you an elaborate story about ghosts, you'd be more likely to worry about them and more likely to have weird dream experiences with them.

Couple that with dozens of forum goers telling you HEY GHOSTS ARE REAL, TIHS IS SERIOUS, I'M BEING ATTACKED!!! and you're gonna start experiencing what they talk about.

It's just a given. Placebo effect if you will.

So whether they are real or not none of us can really tell, but it doesn't do a lot of good to be afraid of them. If they are real they'll keep coming either way, you'd might as well try and confront them open mindedly and learn something and try and grow and figure out just what it is that's really going on.

And I just read something about how we are technically always dreaming but while "awake" we are tuned into our outward senses, so it can be more than possible to start hearing ghosts and seeing weird things while awake.....

I don't know if that's true or not but I found it interesting.

The imagination is very strong though, to say the least. If you want to experience ghosts, or obsess and worry over them, you probably will.

[Paulusz]

thx ppls for the replies...holy reality that makes me feel A LOT better really thx  I needed some re-assurance like that badly since there is no one i can talk to this stuff about in real life

I will face everything head on from now ta Your posts gave me a big confidence boost.

[Paulusz]

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