Orange

[Qui-Gon Jinn]

Hello Spencer,

 sounds like a real rough time indeed...   pretty much all of whar you mentioned is what every man has to go thrue in one lifetime, but when it all happens in just a few months it obviously gets alot more difficult....  about the lump thing in a secret boy place, I was actually in the hospital today, scanning mine (we are talking about the "two" here right?) and it turned out to be a totally harmless "water gathering sorta thing", but one always tend to think the worst so best thing is to check it out as quickly as possible so one doesn´t have to go around worrying...  it Most likely ain´t nothing dangerous, but if it would turn out to be there is very effective treatment against that....  so my advice is to go check that out...  about the women part, well, it ain´t a REAL problem now is it...  not if you put some perspective on it and compare with for example the starving children in Africa....

 Lack of sleep can be a real treat, try skipping the pub for a while and instead for "pub-time" engage in some tough physical activity - very effective toward sleeping disorders as well as...  everything actually!

 Your dad dying(not forgetting your dog), or as I would say "changing clothes", well...  it is hard, damn hard, one can only give oneself time to grief and let time heal the wounds.. there is no quick cure.

 As for loosing your job, economically it can be rough, but was what you were working with what you REALLY want to do?  If not, the "right" job might be lurking behind the corner - know what synchronicity means? One never knows and so one do wise in assuming everything has a meaning....

 Being in debt stinks, but it somehow sooner or later tends to work out in some way or another, and why worry (yea, easy for me to say, but I´ve actually had eco problems as well), like the saying goes; If a problem can be solved, then why worry? "If a problem can´t be solved, then there is no need to worry..."


About the part of there might be a malovent spirit out to cause you misery, if you ask me the universe (multiverse) doesn´t work that way...  see it all more like a challenge (darn hard, but can be done and be very helpful) and ask whatever you think is responsible for all this happening (wether it be an evil spirit, your higher self, some sort of god...) this question: "Is that the best you could come up with!?", and know whatever happens, you will always prevail !!

 I don´t know if this was any help at all but I just felt like writing what I think and feel...

All the best to you mate //Rikard

     "After rain there is sunshine..."





- Your focus determines your reality -

[Eukaryote]

I pulled out my little book of dream symbols, and of the many things oragne symbolises, the one that seems the most appopriate is the releaseing of traumantic feelings and memories.

It also symbolises change, self-esteem and security.

Anyway, you have my sympaties.

[SPASTRAL]

Chaps,

Thanks for your replies, especially Qui Gonn.  You have cheered me up with your positive attitude and that's a first over the last couple of months.  Glad to hear your scan turned out ok.  I know I will find work and things will sort themselves out, but would be nice to have had a break between stuff, but hey, I've (hopefully) had my next 10 years bad luck so I can now move on and look forward to happier times.

Eukaryote, thanks for looking the orange dream / experience for me. It kind of fits in with things at the moment.

The good thing is even if I don't project, the relaxing part is keeping me very calm at the moment.

All the best,

Spencer

[Leyla]

ORANGE

I can't seem to get enough orange lately. Not only am I dreaming orange, I also want to eat and drink everything orange.

We have similar stories:
-I got into a car wreck
-I lost my entire life savings in the stock market
-I can't find a job
-I was disowned by my family for exposing that my stepfather was sexually harassing me
-They responded by cutting off my college tuition until I "admitted" I was a liar
-I then passed a polygraph test to prove it was no lie, and mailed it out to      everyone they know.
-They then attempted to sue me for slander/lible/defamation of character
-They also called the FBI and falsely reported I tried to blackmail them, a criminal offense for which I could spend time in jail.
-Yesterday I interviewed for my dream-job. The president of the company wouldn't look at my resume, instead he wanted to know "Are You Single?" then pointed to my breasts asking "Wow, Are Those Real???"  He topped it off by saying he'd hire me if I would give him a "massage" (wink) and offered me $1,500.00 (I walked out)
-Currently I have $7.50 in the bank, rent is due, and I have no money to finish school with.
- I laugh to keep from crying.

What is it about "my life has gone to hell in a handbasket" and the "orange" connection?

[Qui-Gon Jinn]

Spastral, thanx mate... oh and glad to be of any sort of "help", you just made my day    All the best!!! //Rikard




- Your focus determines your reality -

[twolips]

Hello!
Just wanted to add that the monks greet each other with oranges
because in the word ORANGE you can find the words,
"No Anger",
"No Rage"
No Age.
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twolips

[need]

Hi Leyla

Sorry to hear about your trouble. You can't get enough orange. Most books on colour class orange as the 2nd chakra to do with energy , sexuality, the possibility of relationships, your creativity. The 2nd chakra  is connected to the etheric body where your vitality is stored and allows the possibility of recovery.  It might be possible that the orange is helping you to restore your energy .

Hi spence

[Leyla]

Need: "Most books on colour class orange as the 2nd chakra to do with energy, sexuality..."

Hmm. That's an interesting connection. Because I've been celibate for three years now- I've decided to wait for marriage.

I guess part of me is rebelling- as a model/dancer I'm constantly being sexualized, when really I'm a very spiritual and intellectual person.
Whatever gods put me in this body are having a good laugh.

The other reason is because I went through three long term relationships in a row. I just don't care to invest my heart, body and time unless I'm getting a guaranteed return on that investment.

[SPASTRAL]

Hi all,

To say the last couple of months have been bad would be an understatement.

My dad's died
I've lost my Job
I'm in debt up to my eyeballs because I had a lot of time off work due to my dads illness
My dog's died
I can't sleep
I've found a lump in a secret boys place
women trouble
landlord has put my house on the market so I've gotta move soon.

AAAArrrgghhh

Aanyway,

I've kept on trying to project, and with a limited degree of success;


During my AP attempt if fell asleep, I was dreaming, during the dream I was in my bedroom and I realised that I was dreaming.  At that point I was fully conscious of being out of my body.  Suddenly, the room turned bright orange, I could harldy make anything out and I woke up.  

Is it possible to to an etheric projection from a dream (would it be a case of tuning into etheric plane vibrations??)

Also, all this bad luck, is there a way of seeing if there is a malevolant spirit that is out to get you without being psychic or projecting and seeing it?

Help would be nice, I'm not feeling sorry for myself as nothing can upset me too much after the loss of my dad, but something good and positive would be nice.


Spencer