Well as i said in my last post that i never projected in a while except a few minor dreams until last night.
Firstly the minor dreams.......
I was in bed with my friend sanda(just sleeping lol there had been a mix up with rooms). She had told me to stop snoring all night so at one pint i just got up and sat by the window and looked at the beautiful romanian city. I finally attempted to sleep and instead of sleeping i was about to drift off when i heard my self snore and became lucid in my dream. In my dream what i thought was sanda was vomitting on my neck and i felt she was viscous as if she wanted to consume me and then i roled off of the bed to prevent it and woke up.
as soon as i lied down i feel back into a lucid dream and the same happened again except this time i realised it was nt sanda but i felt i recognised the entity and it was female.
Then before i rolled off the bed i shouted "help" to sanda in hope my physical mouth would move and she would wake me up. yet she never heard me and i discussed this with her and she felt a bit insulted at the way i thought of her as the monster in my nightmare.
Dream:2
I was in moldova at sandas mams house and sanda slept in the spare bed room and said i could have her bedroom because it had a nice view of moldova. When i slept the cats cuddled up with me and set off my allergies but nevertheless the broken sleep patterns from sneezing made me project and again in the room i briefly remeber that woman coming to get me vomitting on me.
I told sanda this but she never thought much of it she thought it was rude of me as if i was suggesting the entity was from her.
From all this i thought to myself maybe its not a lucid dream maybe it is some sort of entity attached to me but then came last nights dream.
Last nights dreams:
First lucid full blown dream i have had in a while and at first i thought it was a projection. i settled in my bed and prepared myself for to project.
When i first projected i never realised that i went back a few years and i was in my bedroom with my brother and sister and for some reason they were sleeping in a big large bed with me and my brother started to be sick on the back of my kneck just as the woman had and i felt he was evil and wanting to extinguish me.
So i phased out in an oblivion style just scattered my energy in a void of nothingness then decided to go back and again my brother was doing the same by been sick on me and evil so i decided instead of running i ll send all my positive energy to him to stop him from hurting me and it worked.
I then decided i wanted to go to the moon and so i floated as high as i could but never quite seemed to reach the glowing white orb of a moon in the sky but around me were people floating with me and so i thought to myself the most silliest thing ever. I thought that if what ever is making them float stops and they all fall i ll be the only one floating cause am projecting so i ll float down to save them. Then i went back to my bed and woke up in the lucid dream again back in my mams house in bed with my bro and sis and then i deceided i wanted to project and see if i can walk down the stairs and open the kitchen door and it worked so i woke back up in my room in bed with my bro and sis and then i decided to projected to my next door neighbours house. so i got up and i walked outside and down the stairs and around and visoned the gates open so i did nt have to try and open them and then i went in to my neighbours room and she saw me and the thing i did was so unexpected. i had some sort of material in my hands that i rubbed on her neck violentkly before waking up. My brother woke up screaming to although i was still in my lucid dream. I asked him what was wrong he told me about the neighbour and i explained to him that it was nt him it was me and broke down in tears saying i dont know why it happened.
Then i woke up from my lucid dream and realised that my room back from a few years ago and my bro and sister were all a lucid dream.
I realised i could nt have projected other wise i would nt have been in the room with my bro and sister and my neighbour would nt of saw me also the people floating to the moon with me would nt of been there also.
my guess is either it was a lucid dream or maybe something subconsious i need to solve.
But the question still stands after all my experience i understand every part of it except the woman been sick on my kneck. If it was nt a projection she could nt have been really she had to be a manifestation of my self. a metaphor but of what i cant say. :)
thanks for reading take care
I think that is the easy part of the question. When you are sleeping and you hear things (still half consciously) your mind tries to explain the sound in a way that makes sense to you. Since you don't usually sleep with Sanda, the sound reminded you of a negative entity and created it for you. It's just a simple case of something called 'confabulation'.
I've had this happen to me twice- once I kept dreaming of a bear growling at me and it was my husband snoring, and another time a mosquito landed on my ear and my dream turned it into a butterfly.
You can experiment with this by going to sleep while listening to a TV show (and paying attention to it). Your mind will create the images to go with it. It can be a very interesting experience.
I used to think there was growling monster getting me, when it was myself snoring. I think you are right CF.. but what struck me when I was reading the accounts, was vomiting and the neck seemed to keep coming up. Are you having neck issue, FD? It would be interesting if you are Sanda had some issue in that area soon.
Cft you were correct i totally agree with you on tis and its a prime case of jumping to conclusions and overlooking simple explanations as this is a really simple explanation yet i totally overlooked it.
Naykid i read this post last night but was too tired to reply but during that time i talked to Sanda and asked her if she has had trouble with her neck or with any emotions or attributes asociated with the throat charka and non of us had.
After explaining to her Cft's explanation of my dreams Sanda said to me that the reason in my dreams the woman was drooling on my neck was because i am very paranoid as a person and the back of my neck is the most vunrable place and i cant turn around to see the woman so i cant see who it is which makes me more paranoid and come to think about it i could never see the attacker no matter how hard i tried so i think Sanda was correct about the neck
thanks guys :)
That makes sense if you are paranoid about that sort of thing. I'm glad to hear it isn't a physical problem.
Thanks :)