Hello, :-)
the purpose of my first forum thread and post on this forum,is that i have a very big question that bugs me alot of time,and i feel like i cant live without knowing why?
but first let me introduce myself.
My name is Martin,i am bulgarian,born in Sofia,14 year old,born on september 8,1996 and i am of christian faith.
So here it is:
I kept having some very strange experiences (without me wanting) since when i was 9 years old,and i actually did visit other dimensions i think.(my mom did visit other dimensions too,i know this,by the unforgetable feeling that when you walk you feel you will fall to the right any moment and the picture is twisted..but that happened without the train+hurricane sounds)
So,i have a very unpleaseant problem,it happens almost every night,when i sleep on my back with my face up in the ceiling.
The problem is that i just suddenly fall asleep suspiciously easy,and when i do,i feel like im getting sucked in,and i hear this horrific sound...its just terrible...its a combination of a train and a hurricane...
Now i found out what this is about 3 months ago.
And..i just want to know why do i have theese things..
its like...did someone did black magic on me?
is someone or something want my soul out ?
or its maybe someone wants to show me something?
i dont know.. :|
:-D thanks in advance :wink:
Just editing out your last name, just incase. Never know with all these weirdos around now-a-days. :)
~Xanth
Quote from: BulgarianEagle on November 23, 2010, 17:01:14
Hello, :-)
Hello Martin. Have no fear, there is nothing bad happening to you.
QuoteSo,i have a very unpleaseant problem,it happens almost every night,when i sleep on my back with my face up in the ceiling.
The problem is that i just suddenly fall asleep suspiciously easy,
There's nothing suspicious about falling asleep easily, you probably tend to go to trance quickly in that position. Try laying on your right side, and see if it's a more pleasant transition.
Quoteand when i do,i feel like im getting sucked in,and i hear this horrific sound...its just terrible...its a combination of a train and a hurricane...
Now i found out what this is about 3 months ago.
And..i just want to know why do i have theese things..
These are exit sensations that happen when you are in transition from awake to asleep. The reason it happens is because you are aware (not asleep, as you think you are) and are fully conscious when you transition from an in-body to an out of body state. This is also known as astral noise, and is perfectly normal.
Why did it start happening to you? Chances are you have started taking a bit longer to go to sleep, and the awareness lingers for a longer time. The tendency is more than likely natural, and you said you 'traveled' as a child, so you have been projecting all your life. The difference is as an adult you are seeing a more 'traumatic' transition, because you are going through many brainstates to get to theta or delta.
Quoteor its maybe someone wants to show me something?
i dont know.. :|
It is possible that you have asked to become more aware, or to 'know' things, and your subconscious or higher self has obliged, and is letting you see what happens when you go to sleep normally.
QuoteI kept having some very strange experiences (without me wanting) since when i was 9 years old,and i actually did visit other dimensions i think.(my mom did visit other dimensions too,i know this,by the unforgetable feeling that when you walk you feel you will fall to the right any moment and the picture is twisted..but that happened without the train+hurricane sounds)
The reason you had no sounds or vibrations is that more than likely the exit happened when you were not conscious enough to perceive them, this is not uncommon. This is because young children's brains function at a different speed than adults (delta, I believe, then theta) than adults, and transitions are less traumatic.
Welcome to the forum.
Wow you're having experiences that everyone is trying to have here, I am not an expert or anything but you just may be having spontenaous OBE's without even trying. I believe the fear that you have is due to just being out of the ordinary, your mind just goes into defense mode thinking there is something to fear, based on my experiences there is nothing to fear but a lot to explore.
There are a lot of experiences in this forum, you should read them and you will see that you are doing what many have tried for a long time. It's an opportunity to explore and realize there is more to this physical reality.
Good luck
Hi there Martin!
Welcome to the Astral Pulse forums!
I think CFT's diagnosis is spot on and I agree completely. :)
Quote from: mcdwg on November 23, 2010, 17:31:01
Welcome to the forum.
Wow you're having experiences that everyone is trying to have here, I am not an expert or anything but you just may be having spontenaous OBE's without even trying. I believe the fear that you have is due to just being out of the ordinary, your mind just goes into defense mode thinking there is something to fear, based on my experiences there is nothing to fear but a lot to explore.
There are a lot of experiences in this forum, you should read them and you will see that you are doing what many have tried for a long time. It's an opportunity to explore and realize there is more to this physical reality.
Good luck
Yes,thank you.
when i found out what this is,and that actually i can go out of my body for a short time (i am of christian faith,but i do believe in theese kind of things)
and i really dont know..it just happens...when i dont want.
I have found out that most people that want to have OOBE-s try to meditate,but i infact,do nothing :-D
i think i have visited another dimension just once.But im not sure,maybe it was my imagination,but it was a really strange feeling.
It was in a form of a dream,like i feel everything around me but i have the feeling that its not happening,and i feel very tired and my vision is tilted and as i said,when i walk forwards infact i walk diagonally to the right.The 'dream' itself was that i was infront of a big,dense forest with green everywhere and it was beautiful.
I saw a woman with long blonde hair with a strange hairstyle witch has something common with women's 70's hair fashion :lol: (excuse me if i speak nonsense,but this is what i really saw)
and she was dressed all in white with similiar to those white 70's womens white top with white skirt (i cant describe it)
i standed there for like 2 seconds and i tried walking to her,but instead walking forward i seemed to walk to the right diagionally and the vision was all twisted..
then i standed like..6-7 meters away from her looking in her hair deeply,then suddenly i heard a woman scream and suddenly the picture got all black,and i started to getting the vibes and that horrible sound.
The interesting thing is,that when i get the vibes and the sound i can think really sober,like i am awake.
When i get this i think to myself "Oh crap,here it goes again!I have to wake up"
I have thought about it,and i think that i was really somewhere else,and in fact that woman i saw is a Samodiva (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samodiva)
but she saw me,a human soul looking at her,so thats why i heard that scream.
And im really sure that i have OOBE's all the time,because when i start to get the vibes and that sound,i think very sober,but i cant move,and its really terrible,sometimes i tried to scream,but just i couldnt..
BTW: when i got that dream with that girl,i dont remember getting the vibes or any sound before 'entering'
UPDATE:
I got it again.
i forgot to say that it differs...sometimes happens sometimes doesnt.
i said that i get them only when sleeping on my back.
so when i try to avoid sleeping on my back,i just cant seem to fall asleep
(btw sleeping on my back is my favourite position)
this time i didnt hear any sound.i just felt really weak vibrations in my body (except my head)
its really messed up,like im really going in another dimension(or maybe i am really going out of my body)...i just cant explain it!
i close my eyes,and im starting to feel this horrible sinking feeling,like time is slowing down...
i suddenly manage to open my eyes (i think it was an illusion),and i could see everything in my room exactly as i left it before going to bed,the lights were out,nothing changed
i was fully conscious i could hear and see everything...then i managed to get out of it and i felt normal again.then i closed my eyes again and it started again....
i suddenly felt the sinking feeling getting stronger and stronger (the open eyes illusion got in effect again) and i feel like the blood is rushing out of my brain with an incredible speed,i was scared and i tried to scream for help so someone can "wake me up",but all i could is let out a 2 very silent sounds "Maaa"
then i suddenly started to move and turn my lamp on,and there was really light! but i managed to get out of everything and i felt blood rushing to my brain back really fast.
I "woke up" and i was really scared, my heart was racing..after 5 mins i realised that all was a mere illusion, i never turned my night lamp on.
Why do i keep getting theese?why does it happen? :? :? :?
as i said,the first experience was when i was 8-9 years old and it was in a form of a nightmare
am i getting crazy or something? :-D
sorry for telling theese "stories" with low detail,but i just cant explain it!!!
We already explained it for you. What part of our explanations did you not understand?