Very disturbed by last night's incidents

[piyal_14]

Hi everyone!
It's been a while since i wrote something in this forum. Had been very busy working!
Last night however, some very weird things happened. I was seeing some pretty normal dream which i don't remember now. All of a sudden i could feel that similar floating sensation. since it's been a while that i have successfully astral traveled, i let myself float upwards but did not open my eyes. And then all of a sudden a heard a voice very close to my ear. It was a very very deep male voice that was cursing. I got so scared that i immediately pulled back into my body without even looking for the source of that horrible voice! 
Then when i thought i was back in my body, i opened my eyes. The weird part is that even when thought i was back, as i looked across the room, i could see golden designs spread all over the dark background. It was as if i was drawing those designs with my eyes. I remember very clearly that i drew a very beautiful and colourful fish too...at some point i got scared of the fish that i had created myself out of thin air...and then all of a sudden everything just disappeared. I looked at the watch beside me, it was 1:20AM...
Somehow i feel very disturbed by these incidents, especially the part where i'd heard that horrifying voice!! Can someone please explain?    

[Lionheart]

It's been a while since i wrote something in this forum. Had been very busy working!

It sounds like the NPR is beckoning you back in it's own unique way! 

[piyal_14]

Hi Lionheart!

It sounds like the NPR is beckoning you back in it's own unique way! 

I do reckon that NPR is beckoning me back as u say, but, that cursing voice just freaked me enough so that i never ever try it again...  Please help!!

Piyal

[Lionheart]

I do reckon that NPR is beckoning me back as u say, but, that cursing voice just freaked me enough so that i never ever try it again...  Please help!!

If you don't confront your fear you won't be able to go any further. You can confront it by asking why it's trying to scare you. You could confront it by changing your intent to a better scenario. This is likely a test to see if you should go any further with your path towards being consciously aware in the Astral.
This was posted recently by a member named KarmicBeats, you should definitely go to the video and watch it.

Tom Campbell: Calgary Apps only (Sun) 1/3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRar8IOwic8&feature=channel&list=UL

Starting at 1:00:00 for 7 minutes.

I think you were given a fear test.  I think you did well

Tom Campbell discusses fear and fear tests and a guy who keeps getting beat up and shoved back into his body when he tries to OBE.

The fear tests are given to us to help us learn to deal with fear.

Good Luck! 

[piyal_14]

Thanks a lot Lionheart! That link really helped!

[roman67]

This video is too long. So, I will definitely watch it in my free time. It seems very interesting.