hi friends

[PatternsComingToLife]

i used to be a member here... but i drfted off hehe. well i still am a member but you know!!

i was a fan of frank and i would read his posts... and hand write a lot of what he said. i was looking for truth. i thought i found it in him. the belief system terrorties - he had all the answers!!

ahh lol but you see... it was all imagination. frank you see belived a future existed, a future he would enter into after he died. but indeed the future is only a concept, in reality, it doesn't exist. yes frank fell into a trap.

one day it occured to me... who is the one dealing with all? who the freak am i?  i got real curious.... who am i?

so i had a look. lol. and there was no one. it then dawned on me i am everything and nothing. that i am dreaming. but there is, you see, no dreamer - the dream is all there is.

it's all RIGHT NOW and that is always the case. you see?

you seach and come up empty handed lol. all you see is IDEAS about this imaginary person. there is no one to experience... you are the experience itself. yet you are beyond such notions. time doesnt even exist... time is only a concept - it exists within mind, and really, there is no mind!!

my dear friends, i ask you, who are you? who is the one that wants to travel to different worlds? WHO?

no one posted this. i am merely talking to myself.

love.

[PatternsComingToLife]

more...

you are the pure awareness of all. the thoughts that occur... the body within awareness... lol... you are the pure awareness!!!!!!!!! if you believe yourself to be a person in a body and you are confient.... lol who is the one aware? hahaha.

it's all a play, you see? there is no one to blame. there is no person. you imagine!!! just exist and be w/o thought. the game is over. there is no person. no truth. it's all over. it's RIGHT NOW and it's always RIGHT NOW..... it's been that way since... lol... it's always Now!! hehe.

[Vvid1012]

interesting perspective.  I agree with a few of your notions...
I do believe that the dream is what counts and that the "Right Now" is where we need to live.

I do believe that time loses meaning/existence the closer you get to a certain perspective. 
I once had a dream about a great war going on and I asked this one highranking soldier why the war still continues.  There was an exchange of words and the most aweing thing occurred.  To explain the feeling, it was as if the entire universe "shifted" and every particle/atom energy was at some "divine" harmonic frequency resonating together in complete unison.  I was complete consciousness and felt this high tonal frequency penetrating my total being.  While this shift occured I could feel the beginning and end of time simultaneously...it was unmistakable(such a familar feeling.)  Everything was at peace.  Soon a deep sense of lonliness set in for it was just me and no one around for as far as I could feel.  I then realized that there was so much more I wanted to experience.  So afraid of not being able to return, I left the state of peace to come back to my self at this moment to continue.

After this dream I realized that this "war" is the philsophical war that brings life to all.  As long as there is life there will be struggle/evolution/war..what you may.  And that there are infinite dreams yet to be experienced and that is perhaps why there is only one god (at least in this universe?) Perhaps God is the source, the beginning and end, and we can be God at anytime we wish, however we aren't ready. 

VVid

[The Present Moment]

That's a lot like the Buddhist view of the self. You might enjoy studying their philosophy if you haven't already.