January 29, 2010

[T.L.]

I laid down at 9:00AM to go to sleep. I fell into a deep sleep quickly but awoke around 11:20 or so. I opened my eyes briefly and I felt (even with my eyes open) strong vibrations sweep in. I closed my eyes quickly and relaxed in just mere seconds the vibrations swept in full force. I felt the thing I commonly feel every so often, intense motion like Im going down a huge roller coaster hill at high speeds. I ended up in a place I did not recognize. However I had a plan (something I have been wanting to do). I concentrated hard on my intent and said aloud that I wanted to see the beginning of the earth. I felt an intense movement and everything went black. I was in a total void, nothing just blackness. In my field of vision I could barely make out weird movement. I looked closer and closer. I realized those movements I was seeing was being caused by these very very tiny particles. They were everywhere.

I guess sort of like what you would see if you let light into a window of a very dusty house, how you see the movements of the dust particles, except smaller scale and literally everywhere. I expected a big bang or something along those lines because my true intent was to witness everything, beginning of our solar system..etc Anyway never-the-less I began to see something interesting. These smale particles started to stick together, like being attracted to one another by some force. The more that became globbed together the faster it seemed to happen. At this point I felt I was starting to lose consciousness so I concentrated intently on committing this to memory. Before I knew it I ended up in a semi-conscious weird dream, about racing to different points of a city and injecting myself with some odd substance (like I said weird dream). Anyway my wife woke me up at noon and I had almost forgot about the obe. Lately Ive only been sleeping a good 4 hours a day if that, luckily for me I have a good memory with this otherwise I might have forgotten I succeeded in the first place. I don't know what to make of the results of my idea for the obe, but that is what I saw. It was definitely not what I expected though.

[kurtykurt42]

I have been seeing small sparkles of light everywhere I go (about 100+ and hour). Now they have gotten bigger, like you described and are forming spheres of blue / red / purple / orange light.

Someone told me that it has something to do with the 4th density uniting with the 3rd density.

[omcasey]

Adamantine particles!  The tiny light particles that compose the world of form -more and more people are seeing them.. What a kewl thing to have happen at your request to see the beginning of Earth.  It seems you were actually seeing the formation of it!  Way outa sight.  Thanks for sharing your experience.. (love it!) . .

[kurtykurt42]

Think you might be right omcasey.

Adamantine particles describe all fundamental, subatomic particles. These particles form all of the elements in the universe by
assembling the atoms of all the original substances such as oxygen, hydrogen, iron, etc. They are the basis of everything that exists, including our bodies and are the smallest particles that cannot be divided any further.

They not only comprise organic life, but also the planet, the wind and every substance that is. Everything breathes for the whole of its duration. Inhaling and exhaling, these particles bring vital balance and connections to life.(http://spiritualharmonics.blogspot.com/2008/07/adamantine-particles-and-power-of-love.html)

How come so few people can see them???

[omcasey]

Kurt, every person I have ever shown how to see them saw them no problem at all.  I know in my case I was seeing them for quite a long time without cognizing that I was.  I feel this is likely true of many people.  But once pointed out, wham!, the elemental dimension opens up to them..

[T.L.]

Thanks for your reply omcasey. I have not heard of them before your post. I also do not see anything like this in the physical body, and never noticed them out of the body either... just this experience where I asked to see how the world was created. I came up with an idea to do experiments/exercises about questions there are no definitive answers for that somehow apply to the physical world. I figured the beginning of the world was a great place to start heh. It was an interesting experience, especially finding myself in a dark and vast void... awkward. The particle thing was interesting to say the least and I just sat there watching them glob/stick together for a while. I thought wow where is the expansion or bang lol. However the big bang theory always seemed to me to be a narrow minded and perhaps simple way to explain the beginning of the world/universe. However if what I saw was correct it would also mean that, our world took a lot longer to form than a few billion years and has been around a lot longer than what some scientists think. Think how long of a process that would of been, it's almost infinite to our finite brains. It's also a good thing I am somewhat of a loner or it would of been a very lonely experience heh. Now that I successfully completed that objective, I'm trying to come up with another that applies to the physical (in any way, shape or form) that does not have a definitive answer. Whether there is a theory relating to it (as a possible solution) or not. If you can come up with a few I can add to my list and they are interesting to me then I'll do it next experience and post the results.