Big Thanks! Vibrations & HolyCow!!

[quebec]

Hello!

I also a new member to this forum (around three weeks) welcome to the club of those that get near but miss the exit!!!
You might be interested in looking at the "HELP & PATIENCE" topic, many of the forum members took the time to give valuable information on OBE.
Hope it will help you.

[chohan]

Thanks Quebec. You're correct, there are many good tips under that topic. On the bright side my lucid dreaming ability seems to be coming right along. I believe the next time I mess up the OBE exit I'm gonna do like RB in his book...
just roll over and attempt to start a WILD. Too bad I didn't try that the other night. I must've just breezed over that section on my first reading.

peace,
chohan

[chohan]

First let me say thank you Robert for your work and your book A/P. It is now my main manual and believe me, I have quite a collection. Everything from Monroe, Buhlman, Daskalos, Crowley, Castaneda, etc. Your views on the mind-split and the Astral Wind and Pulse are what I feel a breakthrough not to mention mind boggling. When I read the part where you met your son Jeremy I was totally blown away by the intensity of that moment. A mere "thanks" doesn't seem adequate but you get my drift.
 I've lurked here for a couple weeks now browsing and reading (some of you feel almost like family already) but I'd decided not to post until I made a bit of progress and had something of interest to report.
  Last night I was down here in my basement computer room when I decided to work on my relaxation and trance state. For some reason things felt different than usual so I went upstairs and lay in bed with my wife and 5 yr old daughter who were already asleep. I did a bit of energy work and was really concentrating on my breath. Anyway I got my breathing so slow it was amazing to hear the comparision to how my wife and daughter were breathing. Tranquil, peaceful... kept this up for almost an hour and then thought "what the heck, might as well try the old rope again." Keep in mind I have failed so many times in the past (been trying this stuff for 15 years off and on) it is so tempting to just give up sometimes. So I'm lying on my back and I reached up, imagined the feel of it and started climbing while still trying to keep my breath slow and regulated. Within a minute I felt that strange feeling in the pit of my stomach so I kept at it. Then this pounding came into my chest so I kept climbing and it got stronger and stronger. Over and over I had read your warnings about what to expect and to be prepared but Holy Shmoly man!! It was so strong it was breaking my concentration in climbing and thought after thought was flying through my mind. "It's the vibrations.. OBE or bust baby! No it's my heart chakra. No! It's my real heart.. I'm gonna have a heart attack. How in the hell is this pounding not waking up my daughter laying right beside me? Gonna do it man... get out, look at my hands and jump right back in. Oh no, I've lost my breathing focus. Keep climbing you wuss!! You're losing them, you're losing it, etc. etc."
 Well I let it slip away and I don't know why because it wasn't lack of desire. I noticed my breathing was still slow so I knew it wasn't my physical heart causing it... surely I would've been breathing like a race horse if my heart was really pounding like that. I remember telling myself, "this stuff is for REAL!" It actually felt like someone was pounding a fist on my chest faster and harder. I've never been that close before and I find myself discusted and totally excited at the same time.
 Anyway, I was hoping for some tips from those of you in the know on how to keep that state going to the exit. I didn't even think about rolling my eyes upward to see if I could bring it on full body or whatever. My mom and dad crossed over back in 1997 and I would so love to visit them and spend my time helping people who are hung up in the real-time zone, lower lvls, etc. You folks know the feeling right? Like you're not learning these things for the first time but trying to re-learn talents that you knew from other lives whenever.
 Sorry to be so long-winded. Perhaps I'm making up for 2 weeks of silence all at once.

peace,
chohan