James Randi gave me 1 mil.

[lalaman]

Alright I've had two very close AP incidents, though really I think one of them was a WILD. I had been trying AP for a while and always smoked some bud before attempting it.

Ive had an extreme amount of Lucid Dreams when I was younger (almost every night) and had bad feeling of falling while in bed i thought this was very weird because it felt like i was falling against gravity and I had no explanation for this, after I started smoking bud slowly but surely my dream recall got bonked and I rarely have dreams, these lucid dreams is why I got into esoterics.

So after many attempts i was only going into light trance, the closest I ever got was the first time I listened to a binaraul beat I smoked a fatty blunt then put on the headphones and didn't really know what to expect I started to feel extreme nausea and disorientation I got scared and threw my Ipod which ended up breaking. The next day I did some research and realized that this was NORMAL I was kicking my self for not letting it take over me as I would have done AP on my first try (I could feel vibrations) so the next day I tried it again but I had some results but not nearly as OVERWHELMING as the other experience. So after a while with no efforts I finally realized what I was doing wrong I was focusing too hard on projection ( the first time I had no idea so I just listened to music and tried to fall asleep) and not getting my body relaxed/asleep as this is a prerequisite so after a while of nothing happening I woke up really early one day (not trying to AP) and couldn't get back to sleep I got up and went a blazed a bit just so I fall back asleep, I do then I lie down but had the feeling of being to tired to sleep so I grab my headphones and put em in turn on the BB. Not trying to astral just trying to sleep. So I fall asleep but not entering a dream I was just aware I was sleeping then I felt strong vibrations and go up to my third eye. This was weird because I thought that it would focus on a dot in between my eyes but it was more like there was a circle on my forehead and the energy was building up on the outside of the circle, and the sensation of a swirling energy around my third eye, then BAM i was hit with vision the only thing I saw was a sword coming down on me, but it wasn't like it was going to cut me but "knight me" somehow I knew this, (note: I am not british, I am not into knights or chivilary or any of that mideval bull excrement) so this was very strange that such a random thought came at me, this sword even though I didn't have a sense of it trying to hurt me the only way I can describe it is it had a "dark" feel to it I got scared and woke up screaming NOOOO!!! I had to interrupt this because the sword felt like it came from a dark life force, I told this to my brother who's into esoterics but not in the spiritual side he believes it's all in you're head he proceeded to say "I got you into this excrement wayyyyyyy to early". So was this this a dark entity or am I just retarded.

Ok second experience I am about to fall asleep at night time and this time I had my lucid dreaming BB, I'm falling asleep and I understand why they say "carry" you consciousness because literally one moment your on you're bed sleeping then suddenly you're in somewhere standing up but you are aware of this transition. I am at my old school, I think this was because I missed this place because half way through the year I switched to online school I see my friend jonathan and I tell him "Hey you're in my lucid dream" everything at the time was sooooo real and I knew it was a dream he proceeded to say "WHAT? Shut up sean put down the reefer" he does not blaze and was always getting at me for blazing. Then I turn and see an asian student, he gives me a stare and then says "grump(female dog)" so at this time I go from talking to friend to hitting the kid in the face, and his friend tries to jump me I handled them both (NOTE: I am not a crazy fighter or anything in the real world, I'm a decent fighter but in this dream I was bonking NUTTY) I woke up because I think my mind was projecting bad thoughts and messed up my focus, (NOTE : First thing I did as soon as I entered the dream was wiggle my foot do any action I wanted I was 100% conscious). After that dream I was alot better at fighting, did I remove a mental block or something becuase the scariest dreams I had when I was younger was someone breaking into the house and I was MUTE, like I couldn't talk or scream for my parents, or someone would be hostile and when I wanted to return the favor I couldn't hit them I would miss and fall to the floor.

What do these dreams mean and how should I interpret them, the second one I kinda understand but the first one I have no clue what so ever.

oh and most of of the swear word got "BONKED" so you might just have fill in the blank.

[MinstruelZ]

When you write constant run-on sentences it makes it VERY hard for the reader to understand what you're saying. I was with you for the first few sentences and then you totally lost me. Imagine someone is talking to you in one long sentence that just keeps going. "And then I did this and then and then and so, but then and so I did this and so but then..." That's how you sound. I'm telling you this so that maybe you'll get better responses in the future.

I have no idea what the dreams mean. I think that is really up to you to meditate on. Do some research and be sure to keep a journal so that you start to notice themes or recurring characters. I tend to dream about work so I'm trying to use that as a trigger to become lucid. What's with all the reefer smoking? You're going to become entirely dependent on it to get into a trance state.