I'M IN BIG TROUBLE!

[Lifeform]

Hello Mark

I'm not an experienced traveller or I wouldn't call myself even a beginner but I have read stuff. I agree what CFTraveller told you about the Dweller on the threshold. I understand that you have battled with the problem for years. But so have many people in their lives, be it astral or physical. You have got used to what the "entity" does to you and you don't fight back. Do they have the right to do this to you, hurting you mentally all the time? Why can't you just punch them in the face? You have the right to protect yourself. I think this would make you less afraid of them and becoming more like the person that you really are.

After years of this happening to you, it may be hard to change things. But believe me, it is possible. Just give a chance to new ideas and you are out of the cage. Overcome yourself.

Good luck in your future projections and find your place in that reality.

[Necromancer]

Mark

I understand your problem but consider that when something like this happens there is usually somebody nearby that can help. In the physical world that is. It's just finding that person that can help without sounding like a psycho or a complete idiot. Experiences have a tendency to turn a person inwards which is a reflective quality of what these specters are. Where everything is turned inwards toward the shadow being.

Sometimes I think people read too many things and accept that knowledge as a reality. There are so many experiences out there it becomes impossible to say the world is only one way. Everyday new discoveries of the universe come about and a realization that the world is in constant fluxation, tomorrow is a new day.

For the idea of id, ego, and super ego read C. G. Jung and the golden shadow. He had a great take on the occult and the collective consciousness. His take on the interaction of consciousness between being in the dream word is amazing.

The idea of not being able to assist or pull someone from the body as projection is open for discussion. I used to practice this and had a great time doing it. Took friends into future events where they would only have them happen later in their lives. Even showed a friend his future wife. So it seems that you have fallen into a kindred much like what I have known.

Not that we were dubious in actions quite the opposite, we were all open and full of life. Don't let this get you down, I'm sure the help you need is closer than you think. Just open your eyes and mind and look for it.

[recoverer]

I believe that for the most part a connection is made in an energetic way, rather than in a 3d way. This being the case, we need to make certain that there isn't a part of our self that makes a connection to beings we don't want to make a connection to.

[XazA]

dude listen to me ...those beings are demons...they want to hurt you cuz ure a easy pray > food for them
let me tell you why are u a easy pray ...bcoz u dont have any kind of protection ..ure like a naked man on the front line of a big war and u got no gun or mean to defend or attack.

what u need to do is search a reiki master and ask him for help

i practice bio-energy with reiki simbols..and i fought some demons in past months ...i realy wanted to go in astral but by wanting that i attracted a demon and a reiki master helped me and bcoz i knew what bio-energy and reiki is i started to develop on my own ..

i recommend to practice reiki ...tell him to initiate you and u will see that ure life will change (you will be able to protect yourself and others and + to heal ...)

in fact i recommend this to all of you that practice astral projection...cuz astral projection means youre spirit leaving the body...by being able to manifest your spiritual energy you will be able to protect yourself