Okay, so i feel i have been having some serious breakthroughs lately. I've been taking my practice VERY seriously, atleast 1 routine a day, and im finally getting my mental juggling act perfected to where i have succeeded the past 3-4 attempts, and several before that. Well, earlier today, something happened that i don't ever want to happen again. I'll explain the entire thing in short...
After a quick and brief exit about 10 minutes earlier, I found myself playing around briefly in a strange lucid dream where i tried to pull myself back to my body without moving. I felt slight physical sensations until i realized that i was back in/near my body. I then attempted to peel myself forward and out towards my ceiling. I felt myself lean forward, spin, and slide gently forward towards my door, But was blind. I tried " Vision Now " a couple of times with no success.
COMPLETELY out of no where, It felt as though something wrapped around my stomach, And just took off. The force was pulling me completely backwards by a speed that was actually excruciatingly painful. I reached down and actually felt a large flat 'something' on my stomach, which was pulling me, and was able to peel it off enough to bring some comfort to my stomach. I then started saying " Okay, Done, I want back in my body!! ". It stopped for a split second, then BAM, took off again, equally as painful.
By this point i couldn't take it, and started moving my physical feet. I felt them slide back and forth under the sheets a couple times, But the pull continued. SO, as a last resort, I decided, " FINE! " and i relaxed, thinking it would stop on its own, and i would end up somewhere. Sadly, 3 more long, and painful tugs just kept ripping me around in blackness. It took me moving both my feet, and sliding my hands around, and shaking my head until i suddenly found myself pop back in the bed staring up at the ceiling.
Basically, i've experienced the momentum tickles in the stomach, sometimes during vibrations that are as intense as sliding down a roller coaster, and can somtimes be alil' too intense for comfort. But never like this. This was by far one of the most uncomfortable things i've experienced yet. But what i can't come to grasp on, Is the fact that i had to make SSOOO many different approaches to stop. I was in control, I was lucid and all that, But for some reason, I honestly felt for that short moment, i was just hanging on for whatever this thing had in mind for me.
Now i dont really believe in the whole concept of " Evil ghouls and ghosts " but I also really doubt this entire thing was created by me. And if i did create it, IT NEEDS TO LEARN HOW TO LISTEN TO ITS MASTER >o<;;
All jokes aside, Has anyone ever experienced something like this??....If so, Any conclusions!?
~Ryan
Quote from: BlueTone on June 23, 2011, 21:01:08
Okay, so i feel i have been having some serious breakthroughs lately. I've been taking my practice VERY seriously, atleast 1 routine a day, and im finally getting my mental juggling act perfected to where i have succeeded the past 3-4 attempts, and several before that. Well, earlier today, something happened that i don't ever want to happen again. I'll explain the entire thing in short...
After a quick and brief exit about 10 minutes earlier, I found myself playing around briefly in a strange lucid dream where i tried to pull myself back to my body without moving. I felt slight physical sensations until i realized that i was back in/near my body. I then attempted to peel myself forward and out towards my ceiling. I felt myself lean forward, spin, and slide gently forward towards my door, But was blind. I tried " Vision Now " a couple of times with no success.
COMPLETELY out of no where, It felt as though something wrapped around my stomach, And just took off. The force was pulling me completely backwards by a speed that was actually excruciatingly painful. I reached down and actually felt a large flat 'something' on my stomach, which was pulling me, and was able to peel it off enough to bring some comfort to my stomach. I then started saying " Okay, Done, I want back in my body!! ". It stopped for a split second, then BAM, took off again, equally as painful.
By this point i couldn't take it, and started moving my physical feet. I felt them slide back and forth under the sheets a couple times, But the pull continued. SO, as a last resort, I decided, " FINE! " and i relaxed, thinking it would stop on its own, and i would end up somewhere. Sadly, 3 more long, and painful tugs just kept ripping me around in blackness. It took me moving both my feet, and sliding my hands around, and shaking my head until i suddenly found myself pop back in the bed staring up at the ceiling.
Basically, i've experienced the momentum tickles in the stomach, sometimes during vibrations that are as intense as sliding down a roller coaster, and can somtimes be alil' too intense for comfort. But never like this. This was by far one of the most uncomfortable things i've experienced yet. But what i can't come to grasp on, Is the fact that i had to make SSOOO many different approaches to stop. I was in control, I was lucid and all that, But for some reason, I honestly felt for that short moment, i was just hanging on for whatever this thing had in mind for me.
Now i dont really believe in the whole concept of " Evil ghouls and ghosts " but I also really doubt this entire thing was created by me. And if i did create it, IT NEEDS TO LEARN HOW TO LISTEN TO ITS MASTER >o<;;
All jokes aside, Has anyone ever experienced something like this??....If so, Any conclusions!?
~Ryan
Bottomline, whatever it is, from time to time -this kinda stuff will happen. Ive had stuff like that happen to me but dont let it discourage you. When its all said in done, you were perfectly fine and safe in your bed.
The last time something bad that happened to me was a couple weeks/month ago. Everynight I go to bed I usually have a handkerchief under my pillow that I blow my nose with. That night I induced an obe and when I exited I was standing nxt to my bed with the hanky wrapped around my head/face. Its white and I could barely see through it. I tried to pull it off my face but every time I did another one would appear in the exact same spot. I must of pulled like 20 of em off my face. Barely through the hanky I could see the light coming from my tv and a figure/shape of a person standing in the room watching me. I didnt panic though, I just woke myself up.
It was scary enough to make me quit for the night but I was right back at it the nxt night and everything was fine.
The way I see it, its possible that there was something f'n with me and maybe it enjoys my fear. So I dont give it any.
Next time something happens (and Im sure it will if you do it alot) remain calm. Fight back if you want, just dont let it see ya scared. Its also possible that maybe it was just you, but me personally, I think you were being played with a bit -just from my own personal experiences. Just know you cant be hurt and you will overcome anything that seems scary even if you decide not to shoot back to your body.
Guys, this is the type of thing that will happen from time to time, and you have to work through it, because although the reason for it can be mechanical- your attention or conscious awareness was both in your expanded body and the physical body at the same time, causing unpleasant sensations/experience) if this causes too much trauma/stress and makes you fear, your sub/superconscious will make you deal with it until you've gotten over it. This is an essential part of projection (the more 'out' you get, the more you're supposed to psychologically handle) and you can consider it a test, even if it isn't, strictly speaking.