Where am I?

[Firmitas]

Hello everyone,

Since I can remember I've always had this burning sense in me that this physical realm is nothing close to everything thats out there. I always had such a huge desire to see it all. After reading into Astral Projection as well as Monroe's views on 'Phasing' and having experienced a small portion of it (being able to open my crown chakra and third eye and reaching deep meditative states) I cant tell whats "real" anymore. I find myself in day to day life questioning things like, "Well if I remember driving to work today, and the only proof of that action is whats left in my memory, what differentiates my imagination (dreams/thoughts/desires) which contains things that I can visualize just as much as a memory of something I actually did. I keep waking up throughout the day feeling like I've been dreaming the whole time. And then this whole process starts again. I hope im phrasing this all correctly. Im just having trouble seeing a difference and feeling anything "real". I was so badly to fully experience the astral world and learn as much as i can from it that its kind of frustrating at times that I haven't been able to yet. Im hoping that if I accept it as much as I do now, and genuinely want it as bad as i do now, something will happen

Hope you're all doing well,
-Firmitas

[mcdwg]

In my humble uneducated opinion you're in the playground your expanded self wanted to experience.  An an infinite being with no limitations why not experience the opposite of who you are with limitations and restrictions and experience love, anger, sadness, happiness.

Just my take

[blis]

Well if I remember driving to work today, and the only proof of that action is whats left in my memory, what differentiates my imagination (dreams/thoughts/desires) which contains things that I can visualize just as much as a memory of something I actually did.

Ultimately I dont think there is much difference - they are all things that you've done/experienced.

Of course in a "real world" everyday sense theres a big difference. If not knowing whats real ever starts to become a problem in your everyday interactions then you might want to do some work on your lower chakras to balance things out a bit.