Dozing off in bed, started dreaming. In my dream I was in a desperate desire of something then I realized my mind was awake and this could become an OBE. I hesitated a little because of the desire I had might affect it in a bad way, but if there's a chance I gotta grasp it, my last OBE was whiles ago, so I went on anyway. I tried to raise from my body starting from my head, it was difficult. I kept trying, then my head started to move and I tried to sit up, still difficult. Strange enough I had to fight for the weight of the blanket. Then I saw something truly amazing, my body was glowing with white light! I finally stood up on my bed and it went too quickly I almost touched the ceiling.
I didn't feel my weight and I flowed directly to the balcony and turned a somersault in the air outside the railing of the balcony. I live on 6th floor btw. Under my feet it was total darkness. I didn't know where I was, maybe in another room? As soon as I had this thought I was back in my room again, then I wanted to go to the balcony again, I went through the wall!
Still darkness all around, I looked in a distance, it seemed there was light far away. I thought maybe energy was easier to be generated in darkness and I would just have to accept it. I regretted that I stopped learning about OBE, I didn't know what to do next :(
I went through walls and idled away my time. Suddenly I felt left side of my crotch bump into the corner of my desk and it hurt like getting burnt. This didn't make sense! I 'll just simply ignore it-I said to myself. Then it got worse. Thinking I might end the OBE soon but found myself back lying in bed, still body asleep, mind awake. Maybe I could go on.
Trying to get up, I flowed up, this time everything went smoothly. I wanted to look at myself again, I raised my hands in front of me and there were two red light points each on the end of my first and third finger :o Both hands too!
Surprisingly, I wasn't scared at all! I remembered something in the book instead, saying that hands can be distorted. I tried to make that happen: my fingers started to become longer and longer in a distorted way! Then I felt there a feeling of convulsion on my left hand. I decided to end it. Besides, darkness was all around and I had nothing to do.
I tried to shake my head with force to get out but failed. I was frightened and bad thoughts came along. I had to stop! :shock: I kept shaking my head and trying to think of something warm like love and care hope it could work. Then I got out with very heavy breath. Phew~
What else can I try to do during my OBE instead of idling away my time? I think it's time for me to move on a little and learning something more. Any advice from anyone? That will be much appreciated.
Hey daan , its good to hear you had an OBE :lol: Something I find interesting to do while i'm out is to do backflips. When I do backflips OBE I end up doing them in slow motion which reminds me a lot of the gun scenes in the matrix movie. I also like running sideways along walls. Its easy for me to do cool things in slow motion for some reason and its definately fun to do.
If you want something more productive to do while your out , try getting a deck of cards and shuffling them.. then place a card somewhere .. or a few somewhere in your house without looking at the card.. face up and simply walk away and attempt to leave your body to see what it is. Dont get dissapointed if it doesnt end up being what you saw while out.. I've not gotten it to work for me yet but its just another thing to try.
Let us know how it works out :) And good luck!