Im back!

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alright i was a member hear about a year ago. i will tell u about me.

My family is a long line of phycics. i remember when i was a kid seeing spirits and it did not scare me until around 8. I was in my room upstairs and me and my brother where standing in front of the tv. It was like i heard some one calling my name but it was in my head because i looked at my brother and he was just watching tv. So i looked behind me. I look out the window and there is a ghost or spirit, well looked like a demand im not shure(sorry if u don't believe in that stuff). and it was waving me to come to it. it was reddish blackish. it was very scary looking i look at my brother and tell hem to look and when we both looked it was gone. It seems after that i have not seen to many spirits.

I have had one spirit follow me witch did not bother me that much. it mostly scared me when he started to come in my dreams and attack my family. i have never talked to a spirit or even tried to communicate with one. My friend was talking about obe when i was 15. he has never had one but tried. After that i looked around and i found this forum. let me tell u some weird stuff happened after trying different methods. I have never had an obe that has lasted more then 30 seconds. i don't even think they counted. I was very scared to have an obe. I was afraid to come out and see spirits like they were people and i was afraid of being attacked (energy loss). i will tell u what happened to me once a week for around 2 months. i would try to have an obe every night. i would ley there do a method that was in a book. Nothing would happen but my legs felt numb and i would feel really light but that's it no vibes nothing. I would wake up at any time after 12 completely paralyzed. i could not move at all.

I would get vibes like crazy. it felt like i was shaking inside my body and not out. Very odd feeling. The first like 6 times i tried to fight it. it was very hard. i was scared out of my mind. but one day i woke up at around 7 am and i went up stairs and laid on the couch. i fell asleep and then i woke up. Wow now that i think about it i could see kinda but not through my eye leds. I could not move at all. i was thinking this time i will have and obe. I could feel my self-getting very light. But out of now where some one was calling my name. It was a woman, saying chris-chris-chris. it was very peaceful sounding. but still i was scared. i did wont to have my first obe and see a spirit. i fought it like crazy. Its hard. Very hard for me?

Yesterday i had an obe but i was not really in control. my vision was blurry. it felt so familiar. it felt like i have been doing it every night. my room was lit up with light. i remember trying to leave my room but i did not know how? After that i thought maybe I'm ready now. i am  going to try again with yours guys help.....

[Andali27]

The vibe things can be real freaky sometimes.  I had an extreamly disturbing paralysis the other day.  I hadn't been doing anything in the realm of AP and familiar things for months and I ended up with the whole paralysis thing.  I couldn't move for ages and the vibes were strong and almost painful.  There was this massive rushing in my ears and loud noises and I was freaked right out.

I've had a semi-OBE where I was half in and half out, that was intentional, and one spontaneous OBE where I kind of dozed off and woke up floating above myself.  I freaked out and opened my eyes back in myself so to speak.

I have a few suggestions, what do you want to know?

Andali

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if u are asking me what i know on how to ap i know a few things. i know that meditation every night helps in some way? That if u are trying to of an obe to ley there very still. clear your mind of every thing. Try to pitchure your self haveing an obe. thats the way my mom did it. she sayed she could have an obe in 10 minuts when ever she tryed. Thats all i really know.