really odd attempt...

[SnakeDoctor]

ok, so i just attempted OBEing tonight/this morning. as i was going to bed tonight i did that, mind awake, body asleep thing. and pictured my mind lighting up a neon orange color, and my body lighting up light blue as i said those words, i also laid still w/o moving till i fell sleep...i couldn't have been out too long, because its 4:54am, i crawled into bed around 4am.

anyway...i don't know if "They" were toying with me or what...but i had a very vivid false awakening, i was laying in bed, not sure if i had just gotten back into my body or if i was in the middle of it. but i tried something diffrent, i tried moving my body with my mind. i eventually did it, i ended up knocking myself out of my bed and then pulled my self into the air and dropped myself on my bed. i fought my sleep paralysis and walked out into the living room, where my dad was watching. he asked two things..."What the hell are you doing?" and "why are you walking like an idiot?" then i shown him what i could do...as i spoke out still in sleep paralysis "Hey, dad!" then i made my body fly across the room and up in the air, then i noticed the fan was going and i panicked and called out for help. my dad got up and ran over to me and grabbed on...my mind calmed down and i fell to the ground...still in sleep paralysis. it shown later that day with the entire family at the house all making fun of me and calling me possessed. then i had another false awakening...

i was laying in bed feeling the vibrations...where i had a dream inside a dream...i can't even begin to describe that one. but after that dream, during my false awakening, i quickly sat up in bed thinking "what the hell? maybe if i lay down i can still get relaxed and try to AP again" i lay down, and start to feel the vibrations in my dream again. my door was open and i decided to look thru it, i could see the to my granny's door and the after glow of the TV(the way its set up is diffrent than in real life...didn't know that). my grandma comes out of her room and could see i was vibrating comes to my door and goes "Terry, what are you doing!?" i fight the paralysis and get out of bed and walk over...still in sleep paralysis i say "Hello grandma, give me a hug!" and hug her. she again asks "What are you doing?" and i struggle to say "I'm trying to ....A.....P" she goes, we'll talk about this when i get out of the bathroom. then i actually wake up for real this time.

im laying in bed vibrations in full swing. my tongue feels like its slightly hanging out of my mouth and it feels like spit is vibrating on my tongue. i try to sit up...nothing works...i try to roll out...nothing...i then picture me sinking thru my bed...i think i finally got out, i go to open my eyes then quickly stop myself saying, "WAIT, thats not how i could see last time!" i thought i got out and was like, "I'M GOING TO FLY TO APRIL'S HOUSE!" i feel like im starting to fly away...i could hear the sound of the wind flying by my ears..i think..."i must have gotten out by now! im going to open my eyes" so i open my eyes and at the same time pull me left leg out from under me....i wasn't out of my body yet the vibrations stop and i fully awake...i checked the time 4:40am i get up get a glass of water and go pee. then hopped on here to share this.

maybe if i fall back asleep, i can still AP/OBE, i'll let you all know if that happens.

[Magickist]

Sounds like a weird, mystical experience. Maybe in between your projection attempt and you waking up you fell into a dream.

[Embodied Words]

Ah, the closest thing I can relate to is the two times I've dreamed that I was APing and actually thought it was real. Kind of a let down when you wake up and realized it was a dream, eh? It's like... when you think yer gonna pass a test with flying colors, only to get it back the next day and find out you did horrible on it...

Well, it's 5:30 in the morning, the sun is about to come up. Meaning: time for me to go to sleep. Ha ha, I'm such an insomniac...