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I won't pretend to know for a fact what happened but I do relate to seeing grey mist with "energetic lights" dancing around inside it. I'm a big follower of the channelled material on Kryon (www.kryon.com) and, to a lesser extent, the crimson circle (www.crimsoncircle.com). Something which is strongly emphasized by these materials is that we come into life with a "contract" which we can change at any time. The idea is that this "contract" is in place to serve as a sort of starting point in our lives, it's meant to give us some sort of direction in our learning experience(s).
The idea is that some people go all the way through their lives never making decisions for themselves regarding what it is they want to experience, they only react to current and imminent circumstances. These people tend to be motivated by fear and operate in "survival mode", they need "just enough" to survive and anything they might be unable to come to terms with consciously they end up casting aside until it becomes unavoidable again.
We have "guides" (for lack of a better term) who help us throughout our lives. They give us information on a level we can't perceive consciously (most of the time) but they do not interfere with how we choose to live our lives. Supposedly the prerequisites before they can do such a thing involve being in a near death circumstance or being consciously asked for assistance (just being mindful of their existence is enough). They're meant to be an expression of the greatest form of being which is pure, unconditional love and none judgement.
It may be that, for whatever reason, you were granted a brief audience with your own guides and that you were being offered a choice. We make choices all the time, you can even change your mind regarding what you agreed upon if it is your wish. The human experience is all about free choice.
What kind of drug? 8-)
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Quote from: bspielburg on October 15, 2006, 19:29:19
One thing I forgot to mention was that I got the feeling that the energy being was part of myself.
This would tie in perfectly with the channelled material I read. Our closest guides are supposedly an extension of our own energy/being and we, at times, interpret them as being an external and separate entity. It's for our own understanding due to our limited perception of anything interdimensional.
Well, I am a big fan of Kryon but don't get me wrong, I only take what resonates with me and I use my own discernment regarding the matter. I don't treat it like a religious/cult-type attachment if that's what you're thinking. :lol:
Should it interest you, here's a typical Kryon channel.
http://kryon.com/k_chanellinear04.html