Nothing happens, nothing at all.

[cobalt]

Some years ago, when i was still in high school, i was trying to project quite alot. I wasnt capable of doing conscious journeys, but anyways, i could get to vibrations, had varios interesting senses, like being pulled trought  Hydro-electric station turbines, heard voices that freaked me out, also had numerous unconscious "things" while asleep, like feeling as being squeezed to single point(singularity) and going trought some kind of colored gradients(i tought i was dying) etc. It was nothing special, or conscious, but still, those were some expieriences, i could learn from (like, where else in life you could lear how does it feels to be a single dot).

After finishing High School, i had to work, study etc, so i didn't had much time and energy(come home ... eat ... study .. 2 a.m .. fall asleep in no time) for that kind of stuff. Recently, i have, continued my attempts to project, but now its like there is no such stuff at all, if i lie down for projection or try to meditate, i don't feel any lightness, strange sensations, or any other astral projection related stuff, all i can feel or think about is sleeping ore some everyday problems. Interesting, since now my body is a bit improved and i don't get spine pain form meditation, or don't feel uncomfortable lying 2-3 hrs in my bed without moving, but i don't get any sleep paralysis, or something. Where is the problem, that nothing happens..nothing at all, even if i try even harder than before(on the other hand, not that often).