As of lately... horrible quality

[blade5x]

This morning, around 10AM, I did a nice WILD, and had a good lucid dream, and when the dream ended, knowing I easily re-induce and prelong sleep-paralysis, I decided not to move or open my eyes at all, and within seconds I was re-paralyzed. So instead of waiting for the lucid dream, I decided and roll-out, and I get that static-like feeling I usually get when going Oob, but I'm blind. I constantly ask for vision, I try really hard to see, and nothing. I go back in to my body, try again, yet again I'm blind. So after trying for like a minute to get my vision, I can't, so I just give up, and with that I came back into a full waking state, and decided it was time to get up, besides if I let myself fall back into the SP state, it would have been pretty short anyway.

Why is this happening to me?

Is it possible that I had a projection as the WILD? But it started out with me running down a road pretty quickly. I met another DC in there, and this person became lucid as well (would be cool if it was real person). But we both went into space. And I turn around, and saw a silver cord (but, I know that was mind created, because I kept thinking of what it could look like), and it also didn't feel like a projection...

[Vilkate]

Everybody has their dry spells now and then. I don't think it's worth worrying about too much.

[blade5x]

Dry spell continues

This morning, after achieving SP, I literally could not even exit. I don`t know why, maybe the sort of balled up position I was feeling in prevented me rolling out. I think I felt myself ejected after sitting the pretty highly moderate vibrations for a minute or two, but while I was out, which I`m not sure if I was, I could not move, or see. I eventually ended up entering a LD where I woke up laying on the floor by the side of my bed, and in this LD, I had to keep examing my hands every 30 seconds to keep lucidity and the dream vivid (it really works!)

[blade5x]

And it goes on... this one is pretty cool though

This morning I woke up, confident I would have an OBE. I could tell I was tired enough to fall into SP pretty quickly. So I'm laying there, waiting, making sure I don't lose conciousness...

Well guess what... Apparantly I started dreaming, and the dream began with me laying on bed, waiting for Sleep-Paralysis to happen. It's like the opposite of a false awakening. So, SP hits, my brain nails all the symtoms correctly, and I'm full convinced I'm about to go. I'm stuck for maybe like a minute, and then it happens...

My brain must have re-constructed my room near perfect.

The only thing that made it feel un-OBE like to me at this point was that I was pretty much moving as I would in physical life. I've always had trouble diffculty moving in OBEs, and this one, I just got up, leaned against my bed, walked away, etc. Or maybe in dreams I just do stuff with thinking to hard which is why probably.

It starts getting more dream-like once I leave my room. My little brother is there and can see me, and claims to be lucid, and aware that he having an OBE as well (he is to lazy to have any willpower to ever try, and I mean like ever). So we both go outside, I believe it at the time. Outside I see one of my college friends mowing the lawn, and he can see us both, wtf!?! At this point I was considering that it could have been a dream. Then something scared my little brother and he yelled out "body, body" meaning that he was returning, so I did as well. There was a slight delay to get back in but it happened (it was a difficulty aligning, something I've yet to experience). I then had a false awakening, and was heading to my brother's to ask him about it, and then I woke up for real.

If anything, that has to be the first time a WILD has began for me before I even hit the stage of HI. Atleast I'm getting WILDs in where I'd usually be getting my OBEs.