An Acknowledgement Here…

[Cezyl]

An Acknowledgement Here...

5/8/2004 7:30 PM

If my ego not weight my hand down too much I'd like to get something else out. Notwithstanding the ever classic works of Robert Monroe, I have found three very potent works: Astral Dynamics by Robert Bruce, Matrix V by The Author, and Astral Travel (and correspondence course) by Yvonne and Gavin Frost. These works are by people who base things on experience, either experience alone, or research with a very hefty load of experience.

ASTRAL DYNAMICS

One of the reasons why I thwarted and sometimes bashed the works of Robert Bruce and these others is EGO. It was competition. I even looked askance at the reliability of his experience, or the supposed breadth of his experience, and most probably because of the fickle and presumptuous nature of my experience and boasting. It certainly seems his experiences matches his mouthpiece.

MATRIX 5

This dude is another boasting the crucible of experience behind his works. Again I looked askance, competition, but I see the potency of his work also. Dude certainly seems to have ego, which I could probably see so clearly for the size of my own. But dude certainly seems to have the experience to back it up.

ASTRAL TRAVEL

This book Astral Travel by Yvonne and Gavin Frost is different from any before and since it for at least one particular reason. It is not based upon the experience of ONE individual, but well over a thousand. They projected and taught to project, and the combined data and experiences of all of these individuals are combined to form this book and its techniques. Both the Church and School of Wicca and the Canterbury Institute in England combined forces to bring about this thing. Potency indeed.

Where to go from here...

I am taking these three potent works and studying them. I no longer wish to compete, but to learn and to grow, to SINCERELY grow, very deeply so, and perhaps to help others along as I go. After running it through my mind I firmly believe that I can read ANYTHING, yet still clear my mind enough to see reality as it is, should that be necessary. Perhaps my fear of seeing was not fear of finding something new and alien; though part of the reason, but also of CONFIRMING what these folks are saying. That would mean I'm behind, in the rears, or to the ego that is what it means. Would I get swallowed up into their works, or into their teachings or methodologies and ideologies? Would I be overshadowed?

Well. Reality is what it is, and thus perceived will be what it is. That is the premise I am going on. I'll study so closely and vibe off of their potency and their vie for experience, and LEARN what they have SO DEARLY to teach. Hopefully it will help carry me along. Hopefully my release of all the dead weight I was carrying is enough to set me free.

So long...

Cezyl