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Originally posted by OldLad
My question is. What can I do to improve all this? Its like juggling multiple problems at the sametime and my astral body INSISTS on wanting to leave but stuck from moving. I keep wanting to see my body lying there but...I can't see nothing nor do I know where I'm at. Thanks for your help and glad to see everyone well.
Hello,
Well I struggle with the same kinda problems. There just isn't one answer. I myself find that when I have a steady determination but don't try and force an exit it just happens in time. It is very hard to manage though. You have to be somewhat detached from the experience for it to work. Easier said than done!
This probably doesn't help you any. I don't really know what else to say besides keep trying....
Best regards,
Luke
Hello, glad to be back. Been very busy lately.
Anyways, I'm now partially walking up after a dream consciously aware of my body in a middle of its vibrations, vision blurry, and hear only the buzzing. Been happening much more frequently now within the last 2 weeks. Almost 2 to 3 aweek. Feeling paralyzed I get the erge to move but when I do my astral arms move (which I can't even see) I just lay there. Then I have the urge to get up. My physical body, once again, is paralyzed but my astral body moves just slightly. Usually to find myself unconscious again but return back on my side as I first discovered myself before, still buzzing.
I actually thought at one point I astrally managed to plant my feet on the floor but it felt like, first, walking up a steep slope at the sametime walking as if I were a baby learning how to walk. Was very humbling to say the least and very difficult. Kept remateralizing back in bed on my side, STILL BUZZING. I was beginning to wonder if I was doing anything and whether it was all dream induced. I tried the rope trick to try and pull myself out but halfway worked but didn't know whether I was floating or partially out. Damn frustrating. One point I heard an Indian War yelp in the distance (thought was weird). Needless to say it ended by my box fan growing louder and louder replacing the buzz sound untill I was able to physically move.
My question is. What can I do to improve all this? Its like juggling multiple problems at the sametime and my astral body INSISTS on wanting to leave but stuck from moving. I keep wanting to see my body lying there but...I can't see nothing nor do I know where I'm at. Thanks for your help and glad to see everyone well.