I had just woke up and was about to get out of bed but thought i d lie back in bed and keep warm.
I ended off starting to drift off and then :
it felt like someone was talking to me talking nonsense that makes sense at the time.
we do it all the time when we are on the bus and drift off and think of nonsense and it makes sense until we wake up and think about it.
well this happens to me and them imagery started to show it flet distance but i woke up and then thought excrement i was about to project get back down there mike coz you can still do it.
so i did first came the buzzing after i clicked from conciousness to semi consious and i made them bounce around my head like ping pong balls.
but i was determined to get out cause i wanna experiment with phasing and i was nt going any where so i just thought to my self
I am gonna imagine floating out of my body and i will be out of body.
i started imagining it and nothing was happening then all of a sudden i end up in this weird place
it was a castle. it was hug walls 3 times as big as any castle i seen. felt like it was in the mountains and it was in complete ruins not a wall still in tack just ruins scattering the hills for miles. felt like the biggest castle in area squared i ve seen
this convinced me it was a lucid dream
so then i decided to make my way around the castle to find more information.
i was looking for a tourist panel stating historic info about this place that might give me a location of this castle. as i started moving i heard screaming then saw a couple i moved towards the couple and they never seen me.
this is weird coz wen i project every one i see talks to me.
weirdly enough
anyways the panel was actually not historic info but ifo about wild life. think there was pictures of birds written in a kinda serif font was some writting.
this made me think hmmmmmmmmmmmm an element of suprise am i really dreaming?
this is the weird part.
I ended up in what i thought was a boarding school. i made my way around this school and entered an office. there was a woman looking like she expected me and i looked and felt as if i expected her. i paced around the room and found a folded "metro/" newspaper i opened it and the date was written in header but my sight was blurred and i could nt see it eventually i made out the word wednesday
*/ now am nt sure if i asked for the date but the woman at the desk said
vendredi 19 speara
ok i have nt done or even thought about doing french for a long time i hate french
but i know the word vendredi is friday and 19 is of course 19
now i thought in every language i knew and looked in all dictionarys but could nt find this word speara.
heres the weird bit i felt as if the friday 19 th was this month
now open ur calandar and see what date the 19th of this month falls on ? its friday the 19th this month
am not lying i ont lie on this site cause i wanna progress not back track and am not stating any personal conspiracy theory.
just found it really weird
i never thought anything about it until i woke up so was i really just lucid dreaming?
i ll search for this word i dont know
am not sure if she had or was talking in french or not but i understood every word mabye this is because out of our body there is only one language and thats thought
she asked me what i am thinking of doing. i was trying to think of a french reply for some reason but the language i use mostly is kurdish after my english and then i use spanish a little too so i could nt find a single french sentence in the empty head of mine.
but i eventually said je ne sais pas (i might be wrong when i siad it but i intended it to mean i dont know.
when i said i dont know i really felt like i was about to participate in this school and enroll. as if i was already part of it
heres the next weird bit
recently i have been dreaming of this prescense in my dream. it makes me feel sexually relieved emotionally relieved and nothing but pure love. i feel "i cant describe what i feel when i dream of her".
any how i phased out into this library dunno if people could see me or not. but when a woman walkedin wit a type of modernised monks obe on i suppose i could just say dressing gown but without the opening like a huge jumper.
i felt attracted to her i flet as if i knew her and she knew me and i went to her and i dont remeber one word been said i just remebr doing sexual activities with her.
i then remeber feeling my physical face as my consiousness shifts to physical so i made it (haha i never gave it choice lmao) i went and shifted straight back to astral or lucid w/e
i would go in more detail about this girl but i think it will be too pornographic haha
anyways she vanished after a while i i just felt like "awwww shes gone, what now? i ll go back to body" and so i woke up
so mabye this woman was the one from the rest of my dreams?
was this a dream or projection?
what will happen friday the 19 of this month for me? was it just a relaity check to make me know i was nt dreaming and it was real or will it be something personal on that day for me?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm contmeplation, contemplation haha the biggest maze man knows lmao
see you all thanks for reading replys would be good if you can give me advice or info
I was thinking that maybe your spelling of speara was off so I looked around.
The closest and most revelant thing would be this...I see some connection
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/De_sphaera_mundi
(http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/d/df/Sacrobosco_Lunar_eclipse.jpg/270px-Sacrobosco_Lunar_eclipse.jpg)
I'm not sure what this has to do with "time" per say, but if you think of it's meaning used to define the "sphere of the cosmos", or this space time, or this reality....maybe that is what it means. Speara could be used to represent you being in this world and not another world. Like this reality, even if it was in your dream. If you google "Da spharea" you can draw your own conclusions.
Like this link
http://www.faksimile.ch/werke/werk.php?l=e&show=2&nr=29
i dont understand. how did u draw that conclusion?
thanks for the information on speara when i first hear her say the first thing that came to mind was a spear and so i associated the sound speara to be spelled as i spelled it but i totally forgot to consider sphere so thanks mate
it still does nt make any sense why she would include that where the month should be.
am no good at astrology but had an idea
i should check the star sign assiocated with this month and then see if something with that star sighn happens on the 19. like if it beomes viewable from earth in the skys where i live
how would i find out all that though lol
am still search my brain for pesonal ideomatic expressions or metaphors i would use and assiocate with the whole date thing she said.
you see i thought i asked the date but not sure. if i did and she replies the date the way she did it ould simply mean something straight forward just dunno what
but if i never asked the date then it does nt become something i am interested in because i asked the question but it beomes a statement the she finds of interest to tell me. so then mabye it would be more metophorical
its weird though cause i have a fasination with the stars but if i told you i d end up making this simple post look like a book lol.
i use to have an interest in mythology as a kid so mabye i should have a look at the viking mythology about the norse god who friday was named after. i cant remember think it was fri or something
mabye i should search the month meaning and something to do with 19.
mabye am just exagerating though and mabye this means nothing at all just a coincidence but i ll never know to i rsearch lol